Monster & A Migraine

/1 Did you know that Watpad has a limit on announcement words? I didn't… 
          AIGHT y'all signed up for the shit show so idk what you expected but long story short I'm bringing the shit train in a bit of a different direction. Second announcement is an apology, third is about an upcoming project, fourth is about previous fics and fifth is the closing statements. 

/2 I'm alive ik y'all haven't rlly seen me in awhile. My mental health is fucky so sometimes I just go mia and forget to check in and I shall attempt to be better at that for y'all. I know I've scared some of you and I apologize for that, really. I'm not really good at talking about this so moving on~

/3 I'm changing some things up. I'm working on something for you guys, and I hope you'll like it. It's with a fandom I've never written for before, in a style I haven't really written in before, with longer chapter sizes than I'm used to. I've been wanting to write for this fandom for awhile, I've drafted and scraped more works than anything else because I didn't know if anyone would read it, however a couple months ago I came to the epiphany that I really want to start writing more for me. This has been a couple months in the making so I hope you guys check it out, but I understand if you'd rather not. It's a bit insaney, so I really, truly understand. 

/4 I can't ignore my previous works. I don't know if I'll be continuing them. None will be taken down!! But I did leave some in a cliff hanger. I tend to do little prep work for big projects that really need that foundation, and it shows with some of the plot lines, patches, and overall quality of works like That's Not My Name (Hamilton) and Teen Angst and Detriment (Sanders Sides). At this point, I have people following me for fandoms that I haven't been super active in for awhile. I still love them, and maybe I'll pick up some of the stories later, but for a lot of them I'm stuck. I've learned and maybe I'll continue them when I've had more practice, but for now I want to move on and work on something else. 

/5 I hope you guys stick around for the new fic and I'll make an announcement when it finally drops. 
          Oh, you wanted to know what fandom? Hmmm... 
          Only my hairdresser knows for sure.

Pandas are infinitely better than turtles.

Not to push you or anything, but are you still updating that’s not my name?

I though Wattpad deleted the chap I wrote yesterday and I almost screamed 

What if we're all just illusions from someone who want a better life like 
          A person is daydreaming up a life they want to live and we're the illusions 
          Not perfect but . . . better
          And those illusions have illusions, causing the loop to continue 

you're a spoon.