TurtleTheT8rtle

FINALLY THE NEXT CHAPTER OF FORSAKEN TALES IS OUT!!!!!

TurtleTheT8rtle

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WARNING! Vent + Gonna rant about some racist, and suicidal topics relating to my friend group.
          
          
          I’ve recently gotten involved with people who are friend of my friends, including my friend’s bf, that same guys brother, and also with some people I already knew beforehand.
          
          After spending so much time with them, I feel like a decent amount of these people are major red flags. One of my friends is extremely bragging and unintentionally makes me feel like crap for even touching a game in the first place, but what I find even worse is that HE SAYS THE FUCKING N WORD ON A DAILY. He’s not even black and he says it constantly. This can also be said for a good handful of my other friends. That same guy also threatens to self harm and kill himself on a daily, but what am I supposed to do to help? How is anyone supposed to help when you don’t accept our advice? I’ve tried to help him get into a better sleep schedule because he was begging for advice before, but he completely dismisses my advice and proceeds to ask someone else.
          
          What makes me feel even worse is that my one innocent friend who speaks with these people a lot, she’s started using a certain slur after learning about one she could technically say because of her ethnicity, but I still feel like this isn’t okay. People in this groupchat are calling each other slurs everyday like it’s nothing.

TurtleTheT8rtle

@PixeltheBixel Thank you Pixel, that makes me feel a lot better to know :]
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PixeltheBixel

If those people aren’t for you, then I think it’s best to just take a break from them for however long you need. You don’t have to be stuck with them, it’s okay to make new friends, even if it might take longer than expected. As an introvert, I understand what you may feel like, though I’m trying to make new friends from the new environment I’m residing in. It’s easier said than done, but the process pays off! 
            
            Also, if you don’t know how to make other people feel better, it’s not a bad thing. After all, if you want to care about someone else, you have to care about yourself first. It’s like building a building: you start with the foundation (you), and then you can start building the other parts (caring about others after you did to yourself)! If you’re not always available, then that’s perfectly fine, you don’t always have to be there for others, they can be there for themselves too. 
            
            Take care, man! :]
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TurtleTheT8rtle

(Continued because of the Wattpad limit)
            
            These people aren’t for me. I don’t want to really be around most of them anymore. But I don’t have anyone else. I’m stuck with these people because I don’t know how to make and keep any other friendships alive. How my current friendships work is two or more of my friends keep each other alive and I only pop in every so often.
            
            I’m not a very committed person. I like being alone sometimes. Maybe I forget about people sometimes, but I do really care for them. Maybe I’m not always active or available.
            
            I feel like I’m surrounding myself with problematic people and I don’t know how to make people feel better, especially if I can’t even be there for them in the first place, especially if they don’t even like me enough to listen to me.
            
            I wish I could break off from these people
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TurtleTheT8rtle

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Fun fact: Forsaken Tales is the first fanfic I have ever made to get hate! Yay!(because people won’t stop bitching at me in the comments of the fucking Headcanons/extras chapter *heartbreak*)

reimoooo

@TurtleTheT8rtle dang, if they hate that they’re gonna throw a major fit when they see the fantasy au I’ve been making of forsaken lol. anyways ya don’t listen to them, they most likely never had any experience making/writing headcanons lol
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AshhFake

@TurtleTheT8rtle You're always welcome :3
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TurtleTheT8rtle

GUYS I NEED ADVICE ON THIS </3
          One of my OCs is transgender and I don’t really know if I’m writing their character correctly *cries*
          I’m not transgender myself (I think) and so I don’t really have any experience with it or know how to properly write their lore
          
          A question for you guys which I THINK is a yes (but my friend said no so idk :[  ) Is it okay to transition to be a man and go by He/Him while also preferring to wear both masculine and feminine clothes and also having a slightly more feminine appearance?
          
          Is that okay while being transgender or is there another term/sexuality for it that would fit better?
          
          I just wanna make sure I’m not messing up my OC’s character :’(

Pomponfish

@WhirlingDrago48 they make me feel so icky or smth
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Pomponfish

@TurtleTheT8rtle OOO POMPON IS A GOOD NICKNAME OMG I LOVE IT
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TurtleTheT8rtle

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Actually, now that I think of it. My OC fanfic idea sounds kind of wack so how about this…
          
          I make an OC oneshots book instead! That way I can publish random chapters of important cool OC lore and not bother with an actual storyline. And that way you guys don’t have to be bored out of your minds watching me try to figure out what the fuck I’m doing! /hj
          
          *I say all of this before I immediately turn around and don’t start writing the fucking book until 12 months later /j*

Pomponfish

@TurtleTheT8rtle YIPEEE I CAN'T WAIT!! (srry for late response I was practicing my instrument)
            
            When I get to my PC I'll post the Luminary artwork (finally finished it)
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TurtleTheT8rtle

@Pomponfish Luminary lore is growing… just you wait…
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TurtleTheT8rtle

Back in school……… you know what this means! *I say as I grab the rope /JOKE*
          
          Anygays, I’ll sadly be much busier now that schools come around, but don’t worry! I already have the next forsaken tales chapter started and I’ll publish it soon ^_^

AshhFake

@PixeltheBixel CAN I JOIN TOO PRETTY PLEASE???
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Pomponfish

Spam turtle emojis if turtle is one of the best authors you know (would do it rn but I'm on PC and don't have any emojis, it's like 11 pm rn and idk what I'm doing man)

AshhFake

@Pomponfish WHAT THE PHUCK?!?! WHERE DID MY TURTLE EMOJIS WENT!??!
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TurtleTheT8rtle

How would you guys feel about this plot line for an OC book?
          
          Robloxians, toons, and other species that inhabit multiple different universes are abruptly ripped from their daily lives and dropped into a strange new place, given nothing but each other, a fragmented prophecy, and a new home to explore.
          
          Daily, they are thrown into new worlds to explore and escape, some of them which are even their own homes before they were suddenly taken. At the end of the day, whether they are dead or not by the end, they’re sent back to their “sanctuary,” awaiting whatever comes next.
          
          There’s signs, whether subtle or clearer than the others. Signs that foretell a horrible death or future to the residents of their home. No one knows when it’ll happen or how to stop it. All they can do is hope.
          
          (Semi inspired by TADC)
          This story would be showcasing my OCs lore as well as them in this AU
          
          This most likely won’t be published anytime soon if I do decide to make it, having to work on lore + the cast and etc
          
          Let me know if you have ideas ^_^

Pomponfish

@TurtleTheT8rtle YAY I'M HONORED TO BE LUMINARY'S CURRENT OFFICIAL NUMBER 1 FAN!!!
            (Shame on them Luminary is the best how could they not love her (joking on the shame part) I'm my OC's number 1 fan because well no one really knows them-)
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TurtleTheT8rtle

@Pomponfish Fun fact! You are currently officially Luminary’s number one fan!!!1!1!!1!
            (cus there’s no others COUGH /j)
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Pomponfish

@TurtleTheT8rtle YESSSSSSS
            *jumps in happiness*
            I'm totally not drawing Luminary rn uh *runs away*
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