TurtleTheT8rtle

[Vent?]

Is anyone else just terrified of social interaction?

And I don’t mean I’m terrified of it as in I can’t talk to people, If someone comes up to me and starts a friendly conversation and wants to talk to me, I’ll take that scenario willingly

I’m terrified in the fact that I don’t just wanna get silently put down everytime I walk into a big event. I watch people having fun, talking to their friends, joking, chasing each other around, each sharing the spotlight with each other, but I don’t ever seem to get included, and when I do, it’s in brief moments.

I used to love funny chaotic situations including tons of people, but now when I look at them, I’m terrified because I feel like I’m always the last to get noticed in a crowded room. I wanna be a part of those funny, amazing moments so badly, but I’m scared to try and even bring attention to myself because I feel like if I do it too many times, they’ll get fed up and think I’m an attention seeker.

I usually spend my time one on one with friends whether we’re playing alone, in a public server online, or out in the real world. It makes it easier when I have someone next to me who knows me and wants to talk to me and cares overall.

But then there’s big group calls that I get dragged into or that I just throw myself into. Everyone there has a chosen friend that they care about a little more than the rest. They center their attention around those people and I’m left alone. I can go silent in a group call for a while without anyone really bothering to care, or even just leave and the most they’ll normally give is a “Oh, they left?”

(anyways, top 10 reasons I’m scared to try SEWH or any other cosplayer filled game /hj)
  • WhirlingDrago48

    @SushiCatanimates try sewh, it’s really fun, I got jokingly bullied for being sunscreen eater Darkheart 
    The community WILL accept you, don’t worry <3
    Reply
  • SushiCatanimates

    @WhirlingDrago48 Ehh suuure. Tha k u pookieeeee <3
    Reply
  • Pomponfish

    @TurtleTheT8rtle 
    I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way Turtle. I can imagine how tough it must be to feel left out and scared to reach out. I want you to know that you're not alone in this; I've been there too. It's okay to feel vulnerable and scared, but don't let those feelings define you.
    
    You deserve to be included and heard, and it's not about being an attention seeker – it's about being part of a community that cares. I'm here to listen, and even though we don't know each other well, I want you to know that I'm rooting for you.
    
    Take small steps if you need to, and don't be too hard on yourself. You're strong for facing these fears, and that's something to be proud of. Hang in there, and remember that you can take breaks when you need it
    (Sorry if I sound like a Ai I inherited from my friend)
    Reply

SushiCatanimates

Hi turtle! I have an idea for a Phighting book I'd like to do, but in it the deities are sorta portrayed as the bad guys who are killing inphernals every year to prevent certain events from happening again. The one in question, which I'm jsu thinking about this, is the whole "blood of a god" situation. I would pick ND choose parts, but I wanna make sure that in the brief mentions of it, your fine. I'll quote you in the description on that portion, if your cool with it. Thanks buddy!

TurtleTheT8rtle

[Vent?]

Is anyone else just terrified of social interaction?

And I don’t mean I’m terrified of it as in I can’t talk to people, If someone comes up to me and starts a friendly conversation and wants to talk to me, I’ll take that scenario willingly

I’m terrified in the fact that I don’t just wanna get silently put down everytime I walk into a big event. I watch people having fun, talking to their friends, joking, chasing each other around, each sharing the spotlight with each other, but I don’t ever seem to get included, and when I do, it’s in brief moments.

I used to love funny chaotic situations including tons of people, but now when I look at them, I’m terrified because I feel like I’m always the last to get noticed in a crowded room. I wanna be a part of those funny, amazing moments so badly, but I’m scared to try and even bring attention to myself because I feel like if I do it too many times, they’ll get fed up and think I’m an attention seeker.

I usually spend my time one on one with friends whether we’re playing alone, in a public server online, or out in the real world. It makes it easier when I have someone next to me who knows me and wants to talk to me and cares overall.

But then there’s big group calls that I get dragged into or that I just throw myself into. Everyone there has a chosen friend that they care about a little more than the rest. They center their attention around those people and I’m left alone. I can go silent in a group call for a while without anyone really bothering to care, or even just leave and the most they’ll normally give is a “Oh, they left?”

(anyways, top 10 reasons I’m scared to try SEWH or any other cosplayer filled game /hj)
  • WhirlingDrago48

    @SushiCatanimates try sewh, it’s really fun, I got jokingly bullied for being sunscreen eater Darkheart 
    The community WILL accept you, don’t worry <3
    Reply
  • SushiCatanimates

    @WhirlingDrago48 Ehh suuure. Tha k u pookieeeee <3
    Reply
  • Pomponfish

    @TurtleTheT8rtle 
    I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way Turtle. I can imagine how tough it must be to feel left out and scared to reach out. I want you to know that you're not alone in this; I've been there too. It's okay to feel vulnerable and scared, but don't let those feelings define you.
    
    You deserve to be included and heard, and it's not about being an attention seeker – it's about being part of a community that cares. I'm here to listen, and even though we don't know each other well, I want you to know that I'm rooting for you.
    
    Take small steps if you need to, and don't be too hard on yourself. You're strong for facing these fears, and that's something to be proud of. Hang in there, and remember that you can take breaks when you need it
    (Sorry if I sound like a Ai I inherited from my friend)
    Reply

TurtleTheT8rtle

New forsaken tales chapter is out!

TurtleTheT8rtle

Accidentally misgendering your favorite character has to be one of the most painful things </3

I made a video about Periastron on tt a while back and accidentally referred to them as he/him, and since the Periastron fan base is the size of a blueberry, I search up “Periastron Let Him Go” and in a couple scrolls I SEE MY VIDEO.
And watching how some of the forsaken community goes absolutely ballistic when someone calls Two Time a he/him, I wonder if I’m about to get sent to be publicly executed if I fumble again </3

Honestly, not that big of a deal, but my mistakes haunt me

TurtleTheT8rtle

NEW FORSAKEN TALES CHAPTER IS OUT… ITS TIME FOR GREEN EXPLODE

TurtleTheT8rtle

HEY GUYS!!! IM ON ARTFIGHT!!!
My user is TurtleTheTurtle8 (heh… you never could’ve guessed…)
(Please send help I need to start making original users </3)

Anygays, PLS COME ATTACK ME AND ILL DO MY BEST TO ATTACK BACK >:D

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Let it take over, lest make any fuss.
Used by HATE itself, a price for your sins,
Even in the face of WRATH, you cant let it win.”