Tskisuki

I want to write more Yonghoon Kanghyun  just realize they finally back and I am happy uwu

Tskisuki

@AkaneKuchiki919 maybe just a one shot www because i dun have any ideas for a full book story 
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AkaneKuchiki919

@Tskisuki Do it Do it Do it Do it *aggressive chants* lol and same hereee I missed them so much ><
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Tskisuki

I want to write more Yonghoon Kanghyun  just realize they finally back and I am happy uwu

Tskisuki

@AkaneKuchiki919 maybe just a one shot www because i dun have any ideas for a full book story 
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AkaneKuchiki919

@Tskisuki Do it Do it Do it Do it *aggressive chants* lol and same hereee I missed them so much ><
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lvebom

OMG IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS ACC I MISS THE BOON THAT HAD ALL THE SHIPS WHAT

Tskisuki

@lvebom I WOULD LOVE TO UPDATE IT TBH, but I don't have much time to write these days which is unfortunate. There's a chance i will update it but i am not sure when 
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Tskisuki

Hellooo,
          
          This might not be the message you guys want to see but I just want to say something and say what's up.
          
          As most of you know, I'm pretty busy this year due to my internship. It caused me less time, amd less energy to be creative, but I still try to  write litttle by little as ideas come through.
          
          I was currently finishing up the next chapter for ATWB, about to finish it tbh just final checking.
          
          
          But, I might need a little more, especially with the recent news.
          
          
          In case you guys don't know, Astro is my ult group. The one I stan the most and the longest. They hold a special place in my heart.
          
          It hurted when Rocky left, but I knew it would come eventually with how silent he had become before it was announce. That prepared me to accept it.
          
          But this? Moonbin? IーI just woke up to find out that he's gone? I can't began telling what emotion I'm feeling. I can't even IMAGINE how his members, and especially his family is going through. It pains me. The last time I saw him live, he had a smile, the whole time, but we never really know what a person is going through behind the scenes.
          
          The caused is still being investigated, however, it doesn't change the fact Moon Bin is now a star in the sky. And will be missed by many.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          //trigger warning//
          
          To anyone that may have problems of their own, and in a dark place, please please please PLEASE, I beg of you to reach out for help. It doesn't have to be a professional, can be a family member, a friend, a random person on the internet. Please know that you are important even if it doesn't seem that way. Know that you are NEVER alone.
          
          

Prongzzzz

@Tskisuki Take time every one needs some especially since you're a fan you'll be even more heartbroken. . .
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Prongzzzz

@Tskisuki I'm not an astro fan but this news . . . It wasn't something I ever expected. Even though I'm not a fan I still feel so much pain and sorrow. Imagine how a hardcore fan like you must feel. First Jonghyun now Moonbin . . . It's just not right. It may not be fair to him but I keep repeating one question over and over again in my head. . . why? Why did he do it?
            Just because people are free to speak their minds doesn't give them a right to hurt others. Idols have hearts too. They have emotions too. You have no idea how much a person is breaking behind their faking of smiles. I can't even begin to imagine the toll it must have taken on the other members and his family. And millions of fans must be in mourning right now.
            I sincerely wish that this never happens to not just idols or celebrities but to anyone for that matter. Nobody deserves to die. Even though it isn't confirmed that he suicided this is what many people expect. Waiting for the verdict will be extremely taxing.
            Once again I sincerely hope nothing like this ever happens again.
            Not to idols.
            Not to anyone.
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lvebom

Hey author I was wondering if u were ever going to update as the wind blows its an amazing story and i miss it tbh and I can’t wait to see what happens next hope ur happy and healthy as well ‍

Tskisuki

@lvebom hellooo
            Im very sorry for the delay. Im in my internship phase of my Uni life so I'm having less time to write  I have drafted the next chp already but haven't proof read it due to...well...intern life. I will update when I can! I can't make promises on the date, but I can promise I won't leave this story behind if that is your worry. Thank you so much for supporting the story! It means a lot 
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Tskisuki

A 'little' late butttt Happy new year guys :DDD
          Hope you have a great yearrr 
          
          Lets go 2023 
          
          
          //im still dying w my uni final year proj PFFT//

Prongzzzz

@Tskisuki Woah I didn't get my notif so I'm wayyy later than you but happy new year to you too 
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Tskisuki

@koriyo Happy New Year!! 
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koriyo

@Tskisuki happy new year!!
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Tskisuki

 Hello~ (this accidentally became long )
          
          I rarely post anything here and I don't prefer talking about stuff going on but since most of you read Fallin Flower, I feel a little uneasy. As to where I stand, well, obviously it's towards more to negative but we will wait on further info about it. One thing for sure, the situation left a very big scar on me and Tomoons.
          
          I know in the future, there will be people commenting in Fallin Flower about him and what he did. Honestly, I dislike that. It makes me dislike myself as if I'm supporting him after all of this. When in reality, I wrote it waaaaaaaaaaaay before Oneus was at the highest. I was very proud of the story since it came from a drabble. Considering it takes me a loong time to write chapters (cough at my ongoings oops).
          
          This might sound selfish but I also hope in some way, you (the readers) will refrain from commenting anything relating to the situation, BUT I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND if you want to 
          
          
          
          Honestly, when I write these fanfics, although I use the idols name and face, the character themselves are their own person. A fictional character in a way. Obviously, they are fictional because all these personality I gave them is no where NEAR the real one hahah. But, I hope you get what I mean.
          
          Often times, I wonder if I should stop using idols because it feels like I'm being chained to certain things I can write for the characters. Needing to make sure the traits of the idol i use and the fictional ver of them are the same, even tho it's a fanfic  idk, maybe I'm just overthinking it oop
          
          ANYWAY THIS IS TOO LONG ASDFGHJKL.
          IN CONCLUSION, I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY :D

jacobs-bae

@Tskisuki Same. I was never super obsessed with him, but it still shocked me. And everyone has their own opinion or way of dealing with things, so you say and do whatever you feel is necessary :)
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Tskisuki

@jacobs-bae Thank you for being understanding! And thank you for your kind words :'D
            
            At first I do wonder if I shouldn't talk about it, but Oneus has always hold a special place in my heart even if I haven't been actively following them since Black Mirror. Just hearing what happen reallyreally surprised me :<
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jacobs-bae

@Tskisuki I feel exactly the same way. Thank you for not being afraid to voice your thoughts, and remember that whatever you choose to do after this is entirely your decision and you shouldn't have to think about what other people think about you because of it :) <3
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say_woo

hows my fav author doing

Tskisuki

@say_woo ALSJDBAK I'M TRYING MY BEST ILY 2 THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT QWQ
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say_woo

@Tskisuki KSKSKS IM GLAD UR ALIVE AND IS FINE TAKE UR TIME ILY
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Tskisuki

@say_woo HELLO HELLO. im surviving somehow aldbfldns how have u been asdfhj sorry for the long silence oft
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say_woo

ayooo! how are you doinggg

Tskisuki

@say_woo alskdls i will try my best to be more confident qwq i do want to keep telling stories to you guys uwuhu
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say_woo

@Tskisuki nooo don't feel like that! your writing is perfect! and yes jsjsj it does happen a lot 
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Tskisuki

@say_woo honestly i can relate asfgkl but I'm more to lack of confidence uhuhu been feeling like my writing is lacking //dies
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