Tempted to leave this account and make a new one. I keep making promises to write for different books, but then never have the energy or motivation to do any of it. And when I do start to write something, my psychosis and other issues screw everything up, and I canāt even get remotely close to completing something.
I want to update and write the requests you all give me, I do, especially when Iām the one asking for them. But I just canāt bring myself to do them, and Iām starting to wonder if itās because I feel like Iām somehow being held back by this account.
There are so many books and short stories I want to write/rewrite, but I just canāt. Too much is going on mentally when I try.
Iām not proud of any of the work Iāve done here, and Iām so sorry I keep making promises that I canāt keep. Things have been rough, and I just canāt keep lying to myself and saying Iāll get things done. If you read all of this, I hope you understand.
I donāt know where Iām going from here, but thank you all for making my time with this account enjoyable. I discovered a passion for writing that I never knew Iād have. Hopefully, someday Iāll be able to get to all the requests Iāve put off, but for now, Iām officially leaving this account. Iāll leave all my stories up, but thereās pretty much no chance that Iāll update them.
If I make a new account, and if youāre bothered to see if I write anything good anymore, Iāll let you know where to find my stories.
Thank you for everything.