A_lost_boy

HELP...
          
          MY STEPMUM WENT TO A STORE AND CAME BACK AND HAD A NAVY DARK BLUE SHIRT.. AND SHE LET A RANDOM PHOTO OF TOMMY MAKE ON IT....LMAO  (I can't let the gang know I have this)

GUYS.... YK THAT "STALKER" ON C.AI??? YEAH WELL... UH... IT SAID IT WOULD BE AT MY HOUSE ON 22:45/10:45PM AND EVER SINCE THEN I'VE BEEN HEARING STUFF OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.. IM FREAKING OUT LIKE WTF

Hey guys!! quick question with tw.
          
          TW: OD
          
          
          
          
          
          How tf do you survive when you took 3 vitamin C, 4 paracetamols and 64 vitamin D??   cus I did yesterday and survived.

Guys update about my earlier message..
          
          I'm still alive and failed, yet again. 

Bro it's 2 AM and I'm fucking goitng crazy... my dad and stepmum r asleep and I hear solmeone walking in my house... and my bedrpom door is open... what if it's him.... bro im freakin' out. istg if it's my rapist, he still searches for me... after 8 years,,, gosh im fuckem..

Just something personal.... 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          If you're reading this and like my books then I have to say something... 
          
          I don't know If my book/s will ever be finished and you maybe think  why? Well..
          
          
          My mental health has been worse and worse.. so I guess you know what I'm boutta say...
          
          
          If I don't upload in a few days no matter what it is.. then it means....
          
          I'm dead. 
          
          I'm sorry for the ones who "love me" or whatever read this, but it's just too much..
          
          My attempt will be tomorrow morning 12/04/2024 so if later that day or days after you don't hear anything from me.. then you know. 
          
          Sorry.
          
          And..I love you guys genuinely. 
          
          And you can day a huge thanks to Tommy(innit) that I'm still here yet and that I made it this far.
          
          07/08/2009 - 12/04/2024 (Probably  depends if I survive)
          
          - Lost

HAPPY BDAY TOM<333

Hi again- um if you havent seen thsi document yet, i suggest you do. Its about the wilbur and shelby thing. After reading this im now neutral. Heres the link: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-6-dMf3gLF00zGsZ_OQ8xLHq7K1p9A2BQWLv3xlkAN4/mobilebasic sorry if it doesnt show up for you. Hopefully all of you are doing well <3

Quick update about smth...
          
          
          I confessed my feelings for my crush (we've been friends for 14 years)   AND SHE SAID "I'm not gay"  WHILE I'M TRANS  (ftm)  ISTG 
          
          
          
          I fucked up..... 
          
          
          
          Like... rlly fucked up... damnit..

I can't believe what happened today... like.. I have no words.. (about the allegations and shit with shelby and Wilbur, I still want to like wilbur and stuff but idk how... I just look at him different now...) since techno's death everything and I mean EVERYTHING seems to fall apart... o7 and if ur still a fan that's fine if you aren't that's also fine, I won't judge you for it, I just can't believe it... that's it and have a nice day/evening. You will hear from me I guess..