Jayden

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IT'S FUCKING SNOWING 

I find it fucking funny that my mum and sister have decided that if one of them says they haven't done something and the other says they haven't done it aswell it's automatically my fault.
          
          Something under our kitchen sink broke, my mum was using a plunger and we found a small red paintbrush (one those you get in a cheep paint set). I don't use paint because I don't have any artistic talent my mum and sister have access to it and use them.
          
          So I say 'I don't have any I don't use them, it wasn't me' but my sister says she only has green ones. I didn't fucking do it.
          
          But because my sister has 'depression' which no professional has told her and had a black face so my mum told her to go to bed. I on the other had have a diagnosed disability and an undiagnosed sensory disorder but fuck that. I was then left to pick up the towels and pick up anything else off the floor but not before I was lectured on how my sister's mental health is bad because of me. That I am a selfish dramatic liar.
          
          I then cried for 10 minutes. Since I've been back at school my mental health has deteriorated and I've been having sensory overloads an average of 2-3 a week when I bearley cried at school last year. I don't do good with changes that I have no choice in I try but it's not easy. Currently my mum and sister are mad at ME for something I didn't do and didn't know about until the sink broke. I AM A FUCKING HUMAN. I am so close to snapping and there is nothing I can do because we're in a pandemic and I don't go back to school for 2 weeks even if I told a teacher nothing would happen. 
          
          I'm not okay
          

I'm bored 

My mum is transphobic, I've been out for like 4-5 months and all she has done is buy me a shirt and a flag. I'm being misgendered and deadnamed alot. Kinda wishing I could leave and go live with a friend or relative but that can't happen. Not doing so great need some ideas or requests for a book or oneshot.
          
          Hope you're all having a good day ❤️
          
          -Jayden 

Thank you soo much for your support.  It's mean a lot to me. I hope you enjoyed and will enjoy my work.  Happy reading and have a geart day...
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Hello friend! Thanks for the follow! ❤️ Love u my fellow non-binary human! ❤️

I have a half day of school on I think Thursday but I can't wait for school. My favorite part of school is having my headphones in and walking around the school and going home. I am just realising that I'm non binary and go to a school in South Yorkshire. I'm ready to get dead named and miss gendered more than I already am. But I get to be called jayden and they/them pronouns. Fuck it I'm excited for school and my first history lesson. 

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I've realised that flaming hot cheetos are to spicy for me. Now I'm British so I've never had one and I never want to eat one of those mothers fuckers. My spice level is  KFC popcorn chicken and yet sometimes they still too hot for me. My sister on the other had eats walkers cheese and jalapeño crisps like they are just plain crisp, that bitch took all the spice tolerance and most of the lactose tolarance. She can eat what thee fuck she wants and I'm sat here thinking about how a spicy sour yogurt would makes mee feel very sick.