ThoughtfulOnion

Oh my god I checked through my old messages and I rediscovered that the first chapter of Streetlight was posted actually more than a year ago!!!! Happy late anniversary my dear first complete published book ilysm you're the only good thing I've ever created

I unpublished Leave It Be and As Thoughts Come. For the first one it's because I will not continue it any time soon, I want to revise the few chapters I wrote, I'm changing the planning, and I just don't want to have an unfinished book that seems really cringe because of the chapters I had left here.
          And for the second one, I unpublished it because, to be honest, what I wrote in there is relatively old and I cringe just by thinking about some of the chapters,, especially because I'm experiencing drastic changes style-wise. I plan to re-publish it in the future with newer pieces of writing that reflect more what I'm going for, although I actually like the concept of some of the old ones so I'll keep those at least.

I came up with this book idea around a year ago. And to think I'd actually finish it! I put my soul into this and I consider it to be complete, but I might edit some things here and there in the future (like how I edited some parts of both chapter 1 and 3 today, along with publishing the last chapter) depending on whether I'll judge the chapters to be too horrible or not.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/216196438

(jffhjro hi hey hello ouo'
          I don't wanna come off as a stalker or creep or smth from insta so I just wanna ask if it's ok to follow you?
          I love your writing dude, ure srsly damn good man u`w'u
          Love the detail you put in your chapters quq
          But ye just wanna support you on wattpad but don't wanna come off as a creep.
          
          .. Instead im coming off as weird and insecure..
          q-q there's no winning.)
          
          
          Have a pleasant life uwu"

Finally!
          I managed to write the second and third chapters of Leave It Be in a way that doesn't make me puke every time I read them. I managed to give the character actual normal interactions (somewhat. May change one piece of dialogue). Those interactions should give you a better picture about the characters and maybe their circumstances, although superficially so. The decisions I took may not be perfect, but they make!!! Sense!!!
          
          Those were probably the hardest chapters I'll have to deal with. Introducing stories, or ideas in general, is hard. I've always been bad at jt (and guess what the first four/five chapters work as? Introductions), but I've come a long way.
          
          The fourth chapter will be pretty simple, light and just another way to look at the main group itself. It's not that hard, I don't hate how the first try turned out.
          The fifth will be a bit more tricky, but very fun to write.
          
          Then the story will finally start properly. So I'll let the fun begin.

Good day, readers. I know it has been a while since I last posted anything, or even updated one of my stories but I am writing this to explain what I am planning to do:
          1. Leave It Be is getting a rewrite. I decided this just a few days ago. It's the eighth time, but it still feels forced whenever I reread some chapters. I have very fixed ideas about it as well, or well, I hope so.
          2. I may publish a new story called "Streetlight" in a few minutes, I have to see when exactly, but most probably today anyway. Streetlight was the reason I decided to give Leave It Be a rewrite as well, since I noticed how my style developed and I felt like I came to a point where I could express my ideas with a story, so I figured this would be for the best.
          
          Thank you for my TED talk I guess. Forgive me for this long wait, but I'm excited about writing as I've always been!

The more I keep writing newer chapters, the more I notice mistakes in my previous ones. They are basically all fixed as of now, I hope. At this point it's safe to say that you should re-read the story if you already read it (or the published chapters to be more specific, I have a LOT of chapters to write), because old chapters had to undergo a lot of stylistic changes. Honestly, the chapters are now definitely less cringe than before, to me at least, even if the story in itself is the same. I also hope you'll like the fourth one which I just published.
          
          The fun has officially begun.

The struggle of coming up with more and more ideas for my story is just killing me. I am supposed to add even more chapters and they are a lot already. 

I forgot about this being a thing so HELLO WATTPAD I LOVE YOU FOR LETTING ME WRITE CRINGY STORIES