TheUnholyGodYT

It's saddening that I was gone when they took away the Direct Messaging part of this website.
          	The amount of memories that I had stored in those DM's are unimaginable.
          	Sad to see them go.

TheUnholyGodYT

God it's been a while since I've been here. 
          
          Probably gonna revamp everything, so if your followed to somebody named TheUnholyGod or something like that, then don't worry, it's still me, just renaming to my online preference. 
          Aster is my music name, so I don't want to get people confused.

TheUnholyGodYT

Been thinking a lot. And something that I’ve realized and something that I’ve accepted is the true reason why I started doing music. I didn’t do it cause I like doing music, don’t get me wrong, I love doing music. But I wasn’t really into The whole composing side of music, just kinda did little silly Sally’s with music. I’ve accepted now that I’m doing music for my friend, cause I’ve always had their support when it came to the music and drawing. They loved the little things I did, and now that I’ve accepted that I’m doing it for them, I’ve realized that I’ve been making music nonstop. Im constantly stressing myself to try to do music, cause I’m doing it for them. I haven’t been eating well for music, I haven’t been sleeping well for music, I barely do anything now, and it’s just for music. I know that I’m doing it for them, but I also have to accept that they would enjoy the fact that I’m doing something with my talent for playing instruments, and that I don’t need to stress myself for them. I’ll write more about what I’ve been thinking about and stuff like that here in my journal. If you don’t mind reading it, thanks, if you don’t wanna read it, that’s okay.