Is there even a use in posting my book? Like a whole two of my friends read it, if that. The 97 followers that I used to be so proud of are either inactive, following me from when I used to write fanfiction and don't care about anything else, people just looking for follow backs or people I know irl pity following me. Ugh, this whole thing is stupid. That goes to show if you're on a website like this and you don't write fanfics you'll remain unknown. Maybe I should just stop trying on here, it's obviously not going anywhere. You know what, maybe I should stop trying in general with writing. I have this huge story in my head but no matter what I do it won't translate properly into text. It's never going to be what I imagine. What's the point in even trying if I know that in the end, it's not going to be at all what I want it to be? I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel so defeated.
