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I fucking hate my life. I'm always surrounded by sexist ppl who only see girls as things to spawn boys and clean and cook and yell at. My brother was stuck in my aunt's bathroom—that sexist bitch, fucking karma—and I tell him nicely to push the door in and then pull the key out. You know what he says? No. YELLS? I AM DOING THAT! No ur not u so called man who's in disguise as a Karen. And my dad loves yelling at my mom and is in Canada trying to get more money when he's actually on vacation away from us. So, to make matters worse, my aunt's husband has the same frickin name as him and I think he's the new and improved version of mine when he says, No, son don't touch that, it's for girls.... WTFFFF?!? AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, WE SLEPT OVER AT MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE AND MY GRANDPA IS LIKE, 'hey, you, go get me some water, and this was before I could even say hi to him. To my brothers, " HI, LET ME GET U SOME WATER.... bruh, are u for fucking real? And my I am so uncomfortable when I'm beside my older brother. He acts weak and dumb and so mean to my mom just so he doesn't do anything. When my mom tells me to go give him food, I get so nervous and uncomfortable because sometimes I think he'll jump me from how twisted, weird and disgusting he is. He can swear to my mom, my dad allows it. Me? I GET BEAT UP SO BAD THEN I HAVE TO STILL DO MY CHORES AND CLEAN MY BLOOD ON THE FLOOR. And I can't tell anyone about this becaus then it will reach my parents and they'll beat me for speaking crap about my bro.
Its times like these that I seriously want to kill myself because my dad will force me to marry some douchebag who will touch me, hit me, and then force my daughters to fall into the same fate as mine.😭