The Abnormal and Sponteneous A

I doodle and read. A lot
I spend most of my time on Quotev, Youtube, G+ and sometimes Facebook. Now, I add Wattpad  to my list.
I love books, old and yellow-ish books, their dusty smell and attractive hardcover. I love the way books leave me craving for more. I love pure, warm love stories. I love adventures in magical lands. I love philosophy, though it can be hard to understand at times. 
Music is also one of my ideal images of a companion. I listen to whatever pleases my sensitive little ears.
I am sorry to inform you I am painfully unoriginal. I contradict myself a lot. I can absolutely be a clueless, hopeless romantic at times. However, I can be as hard as ice when needed. I am a dramatic little git. Beware, you have been warned.
I know how it feels when you think the world cannot get any worse, that your life cannot get any worse. I am never good at giving encouraging words. Nonetheless, I shall do my best should you only ask me to. It's not going to be some pretty words, it's not always going to be easy to hear, for I am trying to be as truthful as I can be. 
Remember, though, that the truth may hurt. But it is better than a lie. Most of the times anyway.
I would love to read more books, be able to reach to more souls. I want to connect, to bond. Yet I'm afarid to do so. I don't do it lightly. I don't take my emotions lightly. When I say I love you, you better believe it, which is why I hardly ever say the L word. I never, ever take love lightly. Yes, I sometimes take it for granted. I am flawed. That's simply the way I am. I am insecure yet I don't care much about others or their opinions. I am messy, physically and mentally. Bear with me  on the journey of finding my identity. Or not. Do whatever you want. Just don't stand in my way too much, I might be surprisingly . . . unpleasant.
I talk about how I would like my funeral to be on a daily basis.
I love flowers and trees and clouds and the sky. I want to appreciate myself.
Forever and Always,
A