ThatOneLazyDragon

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oh for fucks sake why am i like this
          	
          	I like a guy at my school. He gets really close to me sometimes. HE'S STRAIGHT. HE LIKES A GIRL. HE THINKS WE'RE BESTFRIENDS, AND KNOWS THAT I DON'T REALLY LIKE PEOPLE.
          	
          	FUCK

ThatOneLazyDragon

WHY IS EVERYTHING GETTING FRIGGIN WORSE AGAIN?! I THOUGHT I COULD JUST CHILL AND BE HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE AROUND MY FAMILY BUT NOOOOOOOOOO APPARENTLY EVERYONE IS TOO GODDAMN CONCERNED ABOUT WHAT'S IN EACH OTHERS PANTS TO MIND THEIR OWN DAMN BUSINESS-
          
          
          
          
          
          
          WHY DID I HAVE TO BE IN AMERICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WANNA SOB

ThatOneLazyDragon

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Welp.
          
          As I was washing my face this morning I could hear my parents talking, I basically had to lean on the door to hear what they were saying- Basically a bunch of transphobe shit and something about "OHhHh A mAn WoUlDn'T nAtUrAlLy CaRe FoR aNoThEr PeRsOnS cHiLd UnLeSs He GeTs OnE oF hIs OwN tOo".
          
          
          
          I'm fucking tired.
          Is it so bad to want my parents to love me, the majority of me at least?? To  accept who the fuck I am and want to be???? To give me basic decency????
          
          I just want them to care. And I REALLY, really do want to love and care for them back- But it's getting really fucking hard to when they're like this. When they voted for a president that wants me dead.
          
          anyway

ThatOneLazyDragon

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y'know how I was so happy abt that haircut???? and shaking i was so happy????
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          YEAH NOT FUCKING ANYMORE-
          
          The way I was harassed at school today bro
          
          Genuinely wanna not exist anymoreeeeeeeee, yayyyy :]

ThatOneLazyDragon

@XxStormassxX ty ;w; I'm somewhere in between male and nonbinary, I think its called demi-boy or something- but yeah, its really frustrating for me IRL for people to continue to assume and see me as feminine when i really dont want to be
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XxStormassxX

@ThatOneLazyDragon As someone who wants to be seen more masculine personality-wise, screw them. I may not identify as male but I understand wanting to be perceived as a certain gender, and it doesn't matter what they say, you look awesome.
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ThatOneLazyDragon

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH IM GETTING A HAIRCUT TODAY AND IM FINALLY GETTING A FRICKING MASCULINE ONE AND IM WORRIED MY HORRIBLY TRANSPHOBIC & ENBYPHOBIC FAMILY IS GONNA MAKE DUMB COMMENTSSSSSSSSS UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
          
          So, in other words, I'm a little stressed :']

ThatOneLazyDragon

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calling it, this year is only going to get worse and fucking worse- Climate change, tons of phobia and racism, T R U M P, etc. etc.
          
          I would say wish me luck but at this point just wish everyone luck for people to get more goddamn braincells ;w;