Blue of Twice

Hi, long time no see
          So as you all see I have unpublished all the chapters for 'The Reason Why'. It's my very first book and the one that I spent the most time on. I was looking forward to it since I already got an idea about it would go. But unfortunately, a lot of things happened to me and I wasn't able to continue it, it's a shame! The good news is I'm deciding to give it another chance so I will do a throughout edit for all of the chapters again and continue it. It will take time ofc, but I am very grateful for all of the support, I will try my best for both y'all and me=)))

'The Reason Why' is about to uncover the past of every main character and how did they manage to be at a place like now. I just want to claim again that this story is more about friendship than romance. Please looking forward to it!
          
            Another announcement is I'll update slower than before. The story gets 'serious' so am I, I'll be more dedicated to each chapter. So that can lead to slow updating but for me, quality is more important than quantity. 
           (I am trying to read again, I haven't done such a thing since quarantine started. Hopefully, I'll get inspired by it who knows?) 
             My favorite author is Haruki Murakami and  David Levithan, how 'bout you?

Hi, just some quick check-in. I'll start online school soon, which means I'll take longer to upload new chapters in the future. I hope you guys are doing well, thanks for reading

I'll be updating more recently now, due to the fact that I don't have to go to school for probably the next month. 
          
            Last week, I didn't feel really well and not in the mood for writing at all. I'm sorry for the late update, but I rather do that instead of providing you guys an unqualified chapter...
          
            It's been a long and complicated week for me, I have been struggling with my roller-coaster emotions. I'm getting better now, so I will try my best to keep up with the story. Thank for reading.

Now back to Jihyo, I feel really bad and sorry for this brave woman. What did she do wrong to deserves such hurtful words from others? Cyberbully is a thing! Maybe those people who wrote those words don't even have the slightest idea of how wrong their action was. I don't think they understand what they did can leave an effect on their  "target".
            Jihyo wasn't wrong when she express herself in that chatroom. She was in a chatroom with their fans, she must have believed in Once to express herself. But people brought it up and criticized her action. Let me ask you if it was you, how 'Moral' you would be? Jihyo didn't even swearing or assaulting on anyone specifically. Yet they said that she was being rude, informal and that her choice of words were uneducated. That it was a shame as an idol to say such thing. Some of the 'fans' even reacted bad towards this, they said that they thought she would be more considerate of her words with them. They are not comfortable with Jihyo being straightforward and harsh. What a joke?
           Then her letter shows how bad the situation is. Our strong leader was broken inside out. She was just holding it all in. The letter included all the reasons why some of her actions took place. Jihyo is insecure since last year when there was a big rumor about her related to Seungri's scandal. The fake video that heavily insulted her. Which why she broke down and cried when Twice at the airport. Because she was scared and nervous when she saw people pointing their camera at her, shouting her name. She is afraid of how people might look at her. Jihyo also shared that she disappeared at some times at MAMA when they gave speeches. First, her mind was unstable, she was literally frightened when on stage.
          (There will be part 2)
          
            

(THIS GOING TO BE PAINFULLY LONG. I'm emotional. REPLY IF YOU CAN!)
          
            I just have so many thoughts about Twice Jihyo. Personally, I am going through a hard time at the start of this year. Additionally, Twice is also unstable right now, especially our leader Jihyo.
            She is my role model in Twice, the one I pay the most respect on. Jihyo proved that she is more than just talented, pretty, but available in every situation. Jihyo is capable of being a leader, I can't imagine Twice without Jihyo. Her ability was proved during the Sixteen reality show when they had the chance to vote on a leader. Everyone voted Jihyo in the result, even Nayeon who is 2 years older. That show Jihyo significant potential. 
            Also, I am proud of Twice like nobody else. Maybe they are not the most popular group, not the most talented singers, not the most skillful dancers. But they are the most precious people, they are the definition of "Idols". Twice is the perfect example of an idol group, the one that fans could look up and follow as an inspiration. Not every group can put up this term.
            The thing that stood out the most about Twice is their bonds with each other, and with the fans. Twice is sincere in every way. Let me remind you SINCERITY IS SCARY, not everyone can be like that. But Twice did, they are SINCERE. Ironically, people can't see it. They just don't understand...
            Notice how in all of their letters from Nayeon, Sana, Momo, to Jihyo they reminded us that they are sincere to Once, not even a second they were insincere to Once. They told us about their problems, shared how they have felt during this period of time. Even went into details, even though it was painful to them. They chose to open up instead of ignoring facts. That how different Twice is. That's the biggest reason for me to fall into them more.
            
            

We were fooled, I can't believe it's Momo
          Nice joke Dispatch, but whatever if Momo happy, nothing is matter. Momo and Heechul have been seeing each other from last year. So yup they are real (actually thus couple is really cute though). It's rare to see a couple with a big age gap, they must have a lot of connection. I'll support them just like Jihyo, they both chose nice boyfriends. 
          
          I am kinda happy because Heechul is one word "incredible". He has experienced a lot of hardships with Super Junior. He can easily pull on a joke for everyone, but nobody knows what he thinking. Everyone knows that Heechul is a good guy, despite the age gap they are still together that shows how the bond is.