TechSOS

holy fuck. ok hi so you definitely do NOT know me but jsyk i was just scrolling down my followlist to see who i should unfollow (to regulate notifications n such) and i found a user named @/BadsansesXreader and I was curious so I scrolled down and I saw an old post from May 2021 with you on ur old acc (@/DepressoNonExpresso) talking to them so I decided to tap on your old profile too and then I found this account and holy crap I feel like I discovered an ancient fossil. hi hello wattpad user @TechSOS are you by any chance alive

Do you publish on Neobook ?

215 FREAKING NOTIFICATIONS?!?!?!

HAPPY BDAY TO ME

I have discord now lmao-
          

Hello again,
          A question for you.
          Should I still continue Wonderland... Or not?
          Its cringe honestly but I want your opinion.

Salutations!
          Hello Hello!
          I'm alive and somewhat recovering.
          How are you?
          How is life?
          Im sorry I wasn't so active.
          Life is rough.
          But I'm here now. 
          I'm still here.
          A miracle.
          Truly.
          Hello Mother!

If this account is deleted,
          Goodbye.
          I am either beaten to death or suicide.
          Sorry.
          Love you all.
          Let's see how long I will live.
          Will I finally be put of my misery?
          NO.
          To hell I go.
          Goodbye mother, friends and loved ones on Wattpad.
          See you someday? I don't know.
          Goodbye

Drugs.
          That's all I say.

Y'know what?
          I admit it.
          It's all my fault.
          That I exist.
          Man, I hate the fact I can't kill myself.
          I'm such a coward.
          An a attention seeking coward.
          A lair.
          A good one too.
          I lie everyday.
          "I love you.''
          That was all I ever truly wanted.
          Some one to truly love me.
          My dad to.
          Not to be always trying to be PERFECT.
          I told my Mom:
          "You failed."
          "Both of them did."
          "I should have died."
          " Just like I almost did when I was born."
          "Too bad God exsits."
          "TOO BAD I EXSIST!"
          To hell I go then Mom, to hell I go.
          Always EYES on me.
          The anxiety.
          The FEAR.
          I honestly shouldn't be here.
          I WANT TO GO HOME.
          Why?
          
          Why cant I kill myself?
          Oh, I'll tell you!
          I'm such a nasty, attention seeking bitch.