- afrinxvy -

ok, fine. yk what?
          
          *start reading to entertain an idea of a songfic*
          
          /on another note, should i posted a tcf songfic i wrote a while ago here? i did originally wrote it on wattpad since it's easier before moving to docs to right my poor grammar and posted it on ao3 but like. should i??

i remember when my new teacher casually trauma dumped on me and my classmates.
          
          it was a normal day yk, she were teaching us how to solve the problems and all. and then boom! she randomly start talking about her previous school and what happened.
          
          apparently. on one day, one of her student was playing her phone at the hallway of flat when her phone slipped and fall. she tried to catch it but ended up falling too. mind you, she fell in around 15-20 floor height.
          
          my teacher was informed of this and were interrogated, mostly to why and how it happened. since she was the student's homeroom teacher and all.
          
          anyways, my teacher says that it's a normal occurrence at her school and it happened every year?? and that many students there fall off a high building???
          
          
          
          my teacher is really strong. if i was her, i would've been traumatized. it's like a curse :/

how did i just now found out that my tooru amuro oneshots story have been removed for trass passing the guideline that i didn't even knew existed-?

The only reason I always draw big chest while drawing a girl is because people can't tell if what i'm drawing is a girl or a boy :/

Throwback to when I met someone's just like me but male version, and LITERALLY fell in love.
          
          And the fact that I didn't even realise how similar we were until my friend told me how it makes sense I have a crush on him and how we act too much like each other.
          
          T-T

My friends gave me fake hope ngl.
          
          An artist friend of mine suddenly brought up the topic of orv, mentioned kdj and how he is shipped with yjh before asking me if I'm aware of it cause the ship is pretty wide known
          
          And then another friend of mine who often missed schools, she nodded along and have conversation to my artist friend.
          
          Naturally, I was shocked. Like, wth you read orv? But then they looked at me like-- what?
          
          Apparently, they DON'T actually read the manhwa or novel.
          
          They says they saw some edits of orv and stuff but never read it T-T 
          
          Just when I thought, okay I have a fellow orv fans irl but then yeah no.
          
          fake hope frfr :/

I love how elegant my hand look.
          
          It's not long or veiny or white like in those Pinterest pic but my friend says my hand looked pretty too sooo

I'm definitely fluttershy when it comes to singing lmao--
          
          Like, singing my heart out alone? Yes.
          But, even the slightest thought of anyone else knowing that I did it? Hell no.
          
          it's not like I was being naked in front of people or etc but still. 
          
          Singing? When other people is around to hear? Just, no.
          
          Idek why but it's just straight-up embarrassing.
          /if it were my mother or father, they would tease me endlessly. 

Logged in into my old acc and looked into my old draft and damn.
          
          I miss the time when I used to make draft and ACTUALLY write the Prologue instead of putting bunch of dots. 

would you look at that? i might be just rewriting the first chapter, but the fact that im doing this on my own will plus so happily is something.