-FlowersandCrystals-
Hello!! Hope you are doing well :)
Storm_Feather127
Storm_Feather127
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If people want me to stop saying the universe is out to get me, then please PROVE the fuck isnt out to get me.
BECAUSE IM NOT EXACTLY FEELIN THE UNIVERSE'S LOVE RIGHT NOW.
Saltwater_Kappa
i gotcha boss, razzle 'em boys
also yessss, looks like a marble, makes crow brain very happy
Storm_Feather127
@Saltwater_Kappa Preferably any solar system that had a hand in deciding I would end up feeling almost everything during my wisdom teeth removal surgery, but y'know destroying the whole universe sounds cool too. (The drug I was supposed to receive to help with the pain was either replaced, or didn't work on me. Either way I'm being gaslit) Also wolftopia looks soo pretty. I'm glad it's called wolftopia and not a series of letters and numbers.
Storm_Feather127
I have such a crippling fear of doctors and I don't know what to do. Last time I had to go was for a regular checkup, but I ended up getting so stressed that I started CRYING and didn't stop until I LEFT.
And now I can't talk about doctors/doctor appointments without crying
Anyone else relate?
Storm_Feather127
@Saltwatet_Kappa Oh yeah, I should look that up. That could def be linked to my memory problems. Thank you, I'm gonna do that!
Saltwater_Kappa
@ Storm_Feather127 mostly bc it's said to devalue your worries, lol. but maybe try to look up stuff about suppressed memories?? it could about link to your memory issues...
Storm_Feather127
@Saltwater_Kappa That is definitely possible. I just don't know what to do because everyone either says "it's all about getting used to going to the doctors" or "lots of people have doctor anxiety, you're not alone" Neither of which help at all.
Storm_Feather127
Y'all ever wish you were in an alternate fantasy world where you were an emotionally constipated vampire boy and you go to your local shop to pick up your weekly herbs and meet a pretty traveler that ends up warming up to you and gradually teaching you how to heal and grow from your trauma all while you both fall for eachother through a series of tension filled interactions and the occasional hurt/comfort-
Or is that just me.
Saltwater_Kappa
@ Storm_Feather127 yesnt, but i do love the idea of being a crow-like creature, tall with sharp talon-like claws who speaks only in riddles but can be bribed with shinies, who eventually gets their found-family who entertains their passion for puzzle-like rhymes
Storm_Feather127
Nah why all my fictional crushes either problematic, gay, traumatized, or some mixture of the three.
Not to mention the similarities between their problems and mine-
Storm_Feather127
Tbhk Headcanons + things I wish were true/happened
Pt 2 Wishes:
1. Aoi and Akane: I wish that the confession/argument mess that happened in the far shore had been Aoi snapping, and telling Akane that she was afraid if she ever fully rejected him, he would leave and she would be alone. (Seems to me at least like the reason she's been leading him on is because she's afraid and doesn't know what to do) And that moment is when they both decide to start over.
2. Aoi and Nene: I wish we got more moments with Aoi/Nene, because OMG I love their friendship and I would especially have loved to see this tie in with with 1, where Aoi takes a break from Akane for a few days and talks to Nene.
3. Mitsuba: I wish he didn't die so much.
Storm_Feather127
Tbhk Headcanons + what I wish was true
Pt 1 Headcanons:
1. Teru: Has fangs just like his siblings but he's self conscious about them so he hides them (because he seems to cover his face quite a bit)
2. Aoi and Nene: They LOVE to plan days to hang out randomly, and their favorite place to go is a park (I like to imagine them swinging together)
3. Akane: Finds comfort in repetition/routine, and after being a part of the student council for so long Teru picked up on it, and does his best to ensure any changes in their schedule is immediately told to Akane.
4. Akane: He braids Mirai's hair for her if she asks whenever he's in the boundary and has nothing better to do. It's very soothing for him.
5. Kou: Whenever he's feeling really down, he'll look at the pictures Mitsuba took with his camera. (He also keeps at least one in his school bag)
Storm_Feather127
Story time:
Today I started Pokemon scarlet for the first time and spent at least 15 minutes designing my character.
Started out wanting a female badass.
Thennn I wanted a more masculine female.
Then I decided no boobs, and went male.
Then I became a femboy.
So yeah, summary:
We got all the genders and none of the stabilityy #doesntknowwhatthefuckisgoingon
Storm_Feather127
*feminine badass.
Guess female badass works too, but to clarify, my original choice was deffff feminine.
Storm_Feather127
Do you guys have the urge to just c h o m p
On ur own skin. Like just take a big ol bite.
Idk man I've got like 5 bite marks on my wrist/forearm rn and supremely confused.
Storm_Feather127
Y'all one of my earbuds popped open wut-
Like, I went to put the second earbud in and it was split in two-