Starlight_the_idiot

HI VERY BELATED BUT HAPPY NEW YEAR.
          	
          	life has been punching me down stairs lately so my hiatus is going to be much longer than I wanted it to be due to the aforementioned and because writing several chapter drafts at a time for I Was Never Worth Saving has run me into the ground for a good while.

Starlight_the_idiot

HI VERY BELATED BUT HAPPY NEW YEAR.
          
          life has been punching me down stairs lately so my hiatus is going to be much longer than I wanted it to be due to the aforementioned and because writing several chapter drafts at a time for I Was Never Worth Saving has run me into the ground for a good while.

Starlight_the_idiot

(Tl;dr: I’m probably gonna make a pjsk soulmates AU fic, let me know if you wanna see one, I Was Never Worth Saving is still being rewritten but on hold, and my upload style will likely be different.)
          
          
          I still really love I Was Never Worth Saving and still plan on rewriting it, but at the moment, it’s still put on indefinite hold and I’m considering starting another Mizuena (or maybe another pjsk ship?) fic.
          
          Would any of you mind seeing a soulmates AU? I’ve been seeing it pop up in a lot of fics I’m reading and I’m liking the trope a lot, so if you guys would be willing to see my start writing a fic for that trope, I wouldn’t mind starting to write one. This does not mean I’m abandoning I Was Never Worth Saving, but I’m probably going to start another project.
          
          If you’d like to see it, then tell me and I’ll start making one!
          
          And, regarding the rewrite for I Was Never Worth Saving: it is still ongoing and I plan to only start releasing chapters when I’ve finished most of if not the whole story. I will probably follow the same style if I write the soulmates AU, or will be giving myself little to no time schedule so I can think it out more.

Starlight_the_idiot

I Was Never Worth Saving has been officially restarted.
          
          Do not expect new chapters for a while while I figure thing out both with writing and with my own life.

Starlight_the_idiot

I’ve removed most of the tags but Wattpad is being buggy and still showing them for some reason?
            I don’t know if it’s just on my end but the only tags rn should be for the fandom, Mizuki and Ena, and the Mizuena tag so.
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Starlight_the_idiot

THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT!
          
          I might be restarting I Was Never Worth Saving. I’m just not liking how it’s turning out so far and it honestly just seems to not be following a cohesive plot to me.
          The restarted version will be very similar of course, same name, same basic idea, etc etc, but all of the published chapters except for an obligatory author’s note will be removed.
          
          If I follow through will this plan, expect it to be enacted by tomorrow.
          
          
          Also yes, this is why I still haven’t posted the new chapter, because I just needed to think this over and after a lot of time I decided this was probably going to be better in the long run.

Starlight_the_idiot

I MEANT TO CHANGE MY WATTPAD BG FOR SPRING LAST MONTH AND I FORGOT
          
          ANYWAYS ITS IBUKI NOW I

Starlight_the_idiot

Screw it im using Haruna.
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Starlight_the_idiot

It’s Tsubaki now
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Starlight_the_idiot

Nvm actually I’m tryna find a better D4DJ card for it
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Starlight_the_idiot

Hello, sorry for all the randomly changing things that happen to intervene with my writing. It seems life decided I can’t have hobbies anymore.
          
          My friend, and my sister, caught COVID. I so far have been shown as testing negative on the results but we can’t be sure since I’m in fairly close proximity most of the time due to us sharing a room. I’ll try to still get the new chapter out soon if I can.
          
          Also, happy Easter if any of you celebrate.

Starlight_the_idiot

Okay update: I still don’t have COVID. Downside is I still feel sick and tired and lacking motivation.
            
            I will still try to write the new chapter because these funny silly gays are a welcome distraction
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Starlight_the_idiot

How does my body go from all time low to motivation galore like hello. One day I’m having a crisis and a breakdown and the next I already have a new chapter down within two hours.
          
          On that note if I suddenly crank out a new I Was Never Worth Saving chapter at least every other day you know why I guess.