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Hey, How are you? Hope you are doing fine. Listen, you are not alone and never will be! God's always with you. Don't change yourself for others, there are people who loves you as who you really are! Love yourself and Live for yourself and if you can't then live for those who love you. Keep smiling because it's suits you and live a wonderful life!♡♡♡

Won't be online for at least a month due to some family issues n stuff i don't want to (nor can i) get into right now

I apologize for like never being on! Also the book will take a bit longer-

Fuck me in the ass! I'm workin on a new book, should have the first chapter done and published by next month. I'm takin time on this one

I hope everyone is having as great of a 4/20 as i am! I came out as bisexual for the 8 or 9th time and i'm p'sire they accepted me! I mean they bought me a morse code bracelet saying i'm bi sooo

Should i post the book i've been writing in my freetime? I mean I've been told the few paragraphs i have so far are p'good. I mean i'm basing it off a "poem" i made a while back. It's called The Last Chain To Break. It is so far about her falling in love, she ain't even in love yet. It'ss end brutally for her, so bad that she'll make her way doen to hell, if you know what that means... it will hold sensitive conyent like mentions of abuse and suicidal thoughts/ideations. Sooooo

Soemone asked me who made my bio or if i stole it and i was like "i did it" and they blocked me....? I'm confused

I'm kinda stressed oop, guess i'll just drink and do happy things for comfort :)

For anyone wandering about that situation last night, i have more info on my other account that leads me to conclude that i hate this person because they are calling me a "wanna be" for being transgender.. @loveless_killer_ is my other account

@asmexyboi15 just threatened to rape me as a "joke" and even when i said stop he wouldn't. Yes, i'll admit i did go off on him and i'm still in panic mode. But that is because THEY KNOW I WAS RAPED! I told them! And like, my friends are all freaking out, so am i. Today has been shit and there are very few things keeping me from stabbing myself again. Let's just say this kid is lucky i do not report him/her to the police! I have been raped by MULTIPLE people and raised in an abusive home so take it fromme. Don't joke about things like that. EVER. Even if the other person is fine with it. It is never okay. It's taking everything out of me not to end my life right now because my ptsd, anxiety, depression, everything is strung up HIGH! but because i know i have people who care i'm keeping my bloodshed to a minimum. Don't harass them anymore. Me and some close friends tried talking sense but he/she just said "grow up" or "oh sorry" or things that p'much just said 'i don't really care that you are crying even though you are the type who didn't even cry when you buried the woman who raised you.'