Soppy

Entry 3 
          
          I still haven't finished the Infectious series, for some reason I'm getting demotivated, I did get spoiled that MC would die so—
          
          However I did finish Ashes of Cinder by @Hpalwayss. It was pretty neat, very different from the writing style of Cloaked Ranger so I was quite a bit doozied. I wasn't the most immersed with the story, but it might just be because these kinds of very psychologically manipulative yanderes are not really my jam. 
          
          Okay that's all I guess. I'm off to find a new book to read.

Entry 2
          
          How did I finish that in like... 3 days. 
          
          All I've literally been ranting about to my friend is "man I really want my assignments to be over with so I can read". I feel like I've been reading non-stop just to stop my addiction, which is uh, there's another addiction coming in I guess.
          
          Infectious Intent(again, @CloakedRanger)'s writing is crazy good, but I can never put my mind into the shoes of the character because damn, I ain't fighting for my life *that* hard, I view Y/N as like a different person who shares my online persona's name.
          
          Anyways that's fun and all, but I feel like my reading is somehow making me procrastinate more on the shit I need to get done  college sucks so bad, but I'm coping. Hopefully the stuff I have to get done, future me will do. For now, I saved the two sequels to read on my down time. I can't wait to finish this series bro, I didn't get to the third book on my initial reading. And also, the second book has the chase arc which was so fun to read. 

Ignore this if you don't like the mention of generative AI negatively and addiction.
          
          To be honest, I'm back to reading in Wattpad partly because it's nostalgic to me even though this app is shit, and partly because I'm battling my addiction to AI chatbots. Yuhuh. I've been using AI chatbots for 2 years consistently and I've told myself multiple times to stop because outwardly I stand against generative AI, but I still use it. And I want to stop that. 
          
          Today marks 1 week of not having used it. It's scary to feel like I need it, because it was something that never occured to me—that I couldn't stop right away. I couldn't just step away from it and actually fight for what I think is right. Instead I became a hypocrite for nearly two years and I hid this because I'm so shameful. I'm only posting this fact here, ND not by social medias at all because I'm still so ashamed of it, I don't think I could tell anyone irl or my online friends that I do regularly use AI. 
          
          So uh, this week, I finished reading Children of the Water (@/Cloaked Ranger). I thought I would start with something I usually indulged myself with before. I have multiple physical books but they were too I timidating to read so I started with Wattpad fiction first. I'll be back in a week, I hope? I'm gonna start reading the Infectious (?) series so idk where I'll be at next week. But I shall be reading it because I kinda forgot what happened . 

I finally finished a Wattpaf book again LMFAO. 
          
          After literal years.

It sucks that Wattpad sucks Soooo Bad on mobile. Like... I'd Really like to Continue reading here, but it's Just too Annoying to keep getting bombarded by Ads when you're trying to Explore new fics. I have to Turn Off my internet to get rid of it. It's bearable like Every Couple of chapters but when it's literally Every other Chapter, that's when it's different. There's no other place like You, Past Wattpad. 

Im cursed so bad (I read "Archdiocese" and immediately thought of the Archdiocese of Crivell)

I didnt realize that Wattpad no longer let peple text each other. AWE MANNN.

Dude I havent touched Wattpad in 7 months lmao. Crazyyy.

My reading literally goes on and off

Aot reading list makes me question my sanity. I shall delete it because its cringe.