Mana

Hey! When are you going to update next? 
          

Hey when are you going to upload the next chapter of vāc?

I have always been taught to be afraid. It made me clever. 
          Now I don't know how to be courageous. It made me a coward. 

Shubh Janmashtami everyone! Hope Shree Krishna guides everyone throughout our journey of life. 

Am I the only one who is jobless now that ao3 has been down for a few hours? (Ignores the books I gotta study)

Part 3 (read previous announcement for part 2)
          
          
          10. I read some nice "The Untamed" fanfics and daydreamed (nightdreamed since I am awake at 3?) about some parts of Vac. (P.s. will try to write something soon idk when tho) I felt content. Cozy. 
          
          What I am getting at is perhaps this week was dysfunctional with bad eating habits (kids don't skip meals and eat leftover fried rice after midnight), bad life habits (won't elaborate on that) bad study habits (aka didn't study or attend classes)bad sleeping habits but everything amounted to me feeling happy for sometime at this godforsaken hour while everyone is sleeping. Happiness is rather fleeting. You can be neutral (as in no dominant emotions) be sad, angry, irritated, anxious, gleeful, giddy but rarely anyone is happy. Happy as in realise that yea I am happy right now. So to feel that if you need to take a break from stuff, do it. If you have to complain, whine, rant, then do it. It's ok. Happiness is fleeting but what we can do is embrace it back when it decides to wrap itself around us. 
          
          Thanks for reading you have reached this far. #much_love (I wish Wattpad would increase the number of characters for announcement)

Part 2 (read the previous announcement for part 1)
          
          6. I like to pretend I don't give a shit. Which I really don't at times. So people know I am 'dont give a shit' person. But when I give a shit and want to pretend otherwise, my 'dont give a shit' attitude is easier to pretend. 
          
          7. I took a break from college. As in didn't go to classes (still in hostel tho and I have decided to worry about my attendance later). Lazying around in your own hostel room is damn therapeutic. 
          
          8. I have a tendency to go with the flow to avoid repeated explanations with people close to me. Then I proceed to dig up pros of said issue and convince myself going with the flow isn't so bad. I mean come on, peace is important. 
          
          9. I chatted with a random guy today. He said, "You don't like love?" I replied, "Love is for children." He said, "U love children." It was kinda hilarious. (His English is a bit weak. No disrespect meant. But it was funny)
          
          (Read part 3 in next announcement)

Hellos people!! I just decided to drop by to say I feel kinda happy. This week I had taken an unplanned break. Mostly because last Sunday I had a terrible quarrel with one of my close friends over a petty matter. I have come to a few realisation. 
          
          1. I have control issues. As in don't tell me what to do. Who to hang out with. Or where should I go or not.
          
          2. Even tho I make mistakes unintentionally doesn't mean someone would give me the same courtesy. Humans tend to keep a grudge and genuinely refuse to see your side of the story when hurt. I am a more forgive, bitch about it and never forget person. The forget part varies given the fact my memory chooses to be rather selective. It is like another independent entity. Sometimes just to spite me it doesn't remember stuff I want it to.
          
          3. My forgetfulness might stem from miniature hurts I have experienced throughout my life. 
          
          4. I tend to lose emotions in a blink if I feel hurt enough. I thought of using the word 'agonised' instead of hurt but that would be an exaggeration. I can proudly say I only cry due to sad fics, sad movies and exam stress. 
          
          5. My anxiousness for the first time had me anxious because of friends! I mean I am anxious due to exam stress or not studying enough stress. But yea! Quarrel with friends make me anxious too. 
          
          Read the next announcement for part 2

Hi. If we haven't talked before, I would like to have a chat. Idk why I feel like talking to new people. Message me if you feel up to it. :)
          
          (P.s. am i being weird?)

Author can you plzz make another story for Nakul...
          It's my humble request to you because I love your way of writing!!!