Sleepysans27

You're in your bed, the bed sheets soft against your legs. Your computer is in front of you, along with your book, waiting to share all the knowledge and emotions it holds in its pages. The sweet scent of hot chocolate fills your nose, and you turn to look at the flickering candle light that's giving you that beautiful aroma. You take a deep breath, letting all your worries disappear. This is my calm side.
There's a raging fire inside of you, yet you feel as cold as stone. You wish your bitter words could reach the one that broke your heart. And as they keep tearing you down, they're oblivious to the fact that you're holding so much power inside. That you could break any second. But you're too afraid of what they will do if you ever let it out. This is my angry side.
You can't breathe. You feel as though you're sinking, drowning, and after all that you fought for, you give in. You give into the darkness as it swallows you whole, creeping into every inch of your body, filling you with a pain that seems to last forever. The scent of death and smoke hangs in the air, and wherever you look you keep seeing your demons, the ones that crushed you into the ground like dirt, the ones that always told you lies, the ones that said they'd be there for you, but always ran away whenever you tried to reach out to them for guidance. This is my sad side. 
The warm sunlight hugs your skin, and you see beautiful flowers blooming in the gentle breeze. You glance back at the one you love the most, and as they cradle you in their arms, you finally understand that life has so much more to offer than work and studying. You finally realize that you're home. This is my happy side.