Hello everyone! To any of you who don't read my Scarlett story I just wanted to share something I added at the end of that to you. School has gotten really busy and when I do have free time… writing stopped calling to me as something “fun” to do. It felt like more work and everything I wrote didn’t seem real to me. I admit, I lost the characters. I know most of you won’t be interested in this but you don’t have to read this section anyway if you don’t want to. When I create characters I tend to hear them in a way. They become real people that speak through me and it’s easy to translate what I think of them into words. Recently I haven’t been able to make that connection and everything I did felt fake and not like the family that I’ve created so far. It feels like they are back and I think this chapter showcases it. I am deeply sorry but I had fun writing this chapter. It actually amazes me that I got the fun back… That got deep. But I’m being genuine, this was a really fun writing session for me. So, I will ask you all to stick with me a little longer! I’m getting it back and it feels good this time. I love you all and you all mean so so much to me. You all make my day which is why it has hurt so much that I haven’t been able to give back to you. Thank you.
This kind of felt like a trauma dump... Thanks for listening <3