King of the Losers

I'm officially platonically engaged to this person y'all

Beans

Are you okay? You disappeared from wattpad for a while?

Ultimate respect to the music teacher. She saw my haircut today and was like, "I like your hair. It looks cute. Or fabulous if you don't want it to be cute."
          (I had to voice google those words and it wasn't picking up my voice cuz I'm sick or something and my voice sounds funny jhgkyhulkijk)

I did something kinda stupid

Alrighty bitches bros and non binary hoes I got called out today by a friend in the hallway because sometimes my voice gets quieter when I talk and sometimes I just end a sentence laughing. Apparently the first part is because of my fucking anxiety. This just in: I wanna✨ D i e✨

My current mood:
          https://www.pinterest.com/pin/25966135346311091/

Okay, I don't get the fucking obsession with valentine's day, its just a stupid day for some stupid love. It's not like it really matters. Like, there's so many reasons to hate it. 1. it makes people do stupid things like write notes for people they love but never actually give them the note due to anxiety/low self worth, and then you end up feeling stupid for not giving them the note, but then you think, oh wait, they're already in a fucking relationship, then you think, okay, but what . if they have feelings for you too?, but they don't actually. 2. you see people in relationships and you just think about how that's not you. 3. you only get something from ONE FUCKING PERSON THAT ISN'T YOUR MOM, AND YOU MOM DIDN'T EVEN GET YOU ANYTHING!!, then you think back and realize that you never got anything

Alrighty peoplez. its that time of day where I have a gender crisis and question my life, then have an existential crisis followed by a panic attack then go on pinterest to find memes to cheer me up and suddenly it's 3 a.m. and I  n e e d  pasta but can't fucking make any cuz people are upstairs trying to sleep and I can't tell if water is boiling for the life of me

I'm sending you good vibes. 
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          They're coming
          
          
          
          
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          It's too late to stop them