Cub is life.

this is so juicy what
          
          Ren x Keralis  ???? o-O

I've been recovering a lot of old notebooks of mine. They're filled with oneshots, particularly RenDoc... anyone interested in reading these? If so I'll post them on my Shrek book. Let me know :)
          
          P.S. I've been having a major depressive episode for 2 weeks now and I think I'm finally coming out of it but it's making me think that there are so many other people out there who are struggling, and I bet a lot of those people are also here, and get comfort from writing and/or reading these fanfics. If this is you, then truly, I'm here for you if you need a stranger to vent rant babble to, anything. The only thing that's been lifting my mood recently is having reconnected with someone who is always genuine and kind to me, and happy to talk to me. But I know that's so hard to find these days, and, it took me years. But it does happen, and I hope you all make it to the person who makes you look forward to every day <3

I wrote a complete sentence I'm doing so good

guys be proud of me I texted someone (and it only took 17 minutes this time!) 
          
          big step for me big step... 
          took 2 and a half hours last night! 

Hey long time no see! I don't remember how to private message but if you remember me I'd like to chat with ya again! :D

Dave was dancing in the disco 
          like a loser, looking for himself! 
          
          but the strobo was flashing like a gogo 
          he had to crash on circle number twelve ‍
          
          I love And One

GUYS I STILL REMEMBER THE PASSWORD HOW COOL IS THAT :D
          
          anyways I'm just here to shitpost. I love using wattpad as a shitposting platform and I'm sorry sillies but you're gonna hear about it!! :) <33
          
          so like I've been watching a lot of Xisuma recently and he's just so calming... fuckin love him. and been watching cub too, duh! love cub, love the list series, love him sm<3 also been watching old doc? all of his hermitcraft vids in order.. and it's great ^^
          
          ALSO COMPLETELY UNRELATED BUT LIKE I'M SCREAMING ABOUT IT EVERYWHERE I CAN SO I GET IT OUT OF MY MIND!!!!! I think I'm like actually genuinely fully in love with someone ;-; 
          like ikr! help! this is fucking awful!!! I almost instinctively wrote awesome help it is anything but I hate this :sob::sob: but it's still like so interesting to feel.. been bothering everyone w it :P
          also like I think he knows??? he asked me who I'm in love w (because I had a discord status sayin bein in loooove fuckin sucks!!) and like ;-; I kinda not so subtly dismissed the question and like yeah woopsie we have a long history so I'm pretty sure that at least somewhere in his mind he's got the thought that "this mf might be in love with me..." LIKE HELP!!! SCARY STUFF but like mwuah mwuah idk I'm a bit curzy
          
          AS FOR MY STORIES!!!!!! idk man I'm fuckin over my whole life and am deeply stressed.... so no updates really.... still indefinite hiatus?

small update right as I hit the announce button I remembered and unlocked my phone... ;-;
          sorry about that TwT<3

HELP I FINALLY GOT MY 2017 PHONE (with all the notes for all my stories) OPEN BUT I don't remember the goddamn password pattern :sob: ( <-- yes I use discord discord and just way too much discord)
          
          I changed the pattern I use a long ass time ago and I've got no clue what the old one I used wassssss- it was so weird too I'm so confused.....-

sometimes when we're on call and he's sleeping, I give my boyfriend little kisses thru the screen :b
          bahh I'm gonna melt into puddles if he finds out TwT<3
          
          anyways yeah you guys get weird author updates now ;w;
          I am working on stuff- but uhh- not that quickly .~.