Sillybeanns

Help me rally. If you find this, show @thispeachisdirty some love.
          	
          	*Awaken Tears* deserves more attention.
          	It’s a hidden gem amongst thousands of SKZ ff. Although it’s the author’s favorite story to write it’s been overlooked.
          	
          	*Awaken Tears* is a quiet, deeply intense love story that has been branded into my brain since I serendipitously stumbled on it. Hurry! Go read it! 
          	
          	Read Awaken Tears: 
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/387989386?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=Sillybeanns

DreadMouth

@Sillybeanns 
          	  It's okay! Thank you again ♡
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BangChansleftto

Hiiiiii

BangChansleftto

@Sillybeanns I seriously love you T3T♡
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BangChansleftto

@Sillybeanns I lost 15 lbs and got over my crush so pretty good
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heesmyluv

Hey Sillybeanns 
          
          Thank you so much for your comments and excitement after each chapter it seriously makes my day every time. Knowing you're enjoying the story honestly gives me so much motivation to keep writing.
          
          You make this whole process feel so worth it, and I can’t wait to share more with you soon!
          
          Love, 
          Heesmyluv 

Sillybeanns

@heesmyluv 
            
            This tagging system is lame. 
            
            Anyway blah blah blah 
            
            Read below 
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Sillybeanns

Awww mannn 
            
            Writers have told me this a few times. It always makes me so happy to hear that I  encourage them to continue. I think creating and sharing art is so important as it enriches our lives so much. 
            
            Wattpad is such a neat place where writers and readers can have this really special sort of synergistic and mutualistic relationship. 
            
            You do and share something that you love, and I fawn over it and get lost in the world you created.  
            
            Most people are silent readers, but I can’t help myself. I love sharing my thoughts and asking questions and interacting with the author or other readers. 
            
            When I get messages like yours, I get a little bit sentimental because sharing your art is something really big, and it’s nice when  people reach out and tell you nice things or simply acknowledge what you worked so hard on.  
            
            Your writing has brought me a lot of joy, so really, I should be thanking you.  
            
            <3
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Mira_273996

Hi  I hope you don’t mind me massaging you out of blue, but i suddenly remembered your comments on my story from a while back (like few months ago?) and i just wanted to say thank you properly 
          
          you were the only one who really talked about it in detail, and that honestly meant a lot to me. i’m still pretty new , so seeing someone take the time to read and actually discuss it like that  really made  me happy , your words stuck with me more than you probably realize.
          
          so yeah, even if it’s late—thank you unnie  it really encouraged me a lot.

Mira_273996

I laughed so hard when I saw you set Burning Fate to the Stress and Depress collection  I'm so sorry about that! And thank you again for recommending my story ☺️ Love you ❤️
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Mira_273996

@Sillybeanns omg i just wanna say i’m really so happy you liked the story that much  i still can’t believe someone seriously liked this silly little story that just popped out of my daydreaming brain  
            
            the idea actually came to me while i was watching ian’s peru + mongolia vlog, and after that it kinda just flowed on its own. i daydream way too much so stuff like this just... happens 
            
            also pls don’t ever think your comments were too much!! i loved every single one. they made me blush and smile  like crazy  i even go back and reread them sometimes when i need motivation 
            
            and it made me so happy hearing that the story connected with you as a Latina  that means a lot to me. i never imagined it’d hit someone that personally, so thank you for sharing that with me.
            
            also yes!! i’ve been thinking about that christian yu story idea. the mental/emotional stuff sounds super interesting, and i’d definitely need to research more about bipolar disorder to get it right. but now i can’t stop thinking about it  so when i write it, i’ll tag you first hehe 
            
            thank you again unnie for being so sweet  your words seriously stayed with me
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Sillybeanns

@Mira_273996 
            
            Oh hi!
            
            Oh this is so sweet! 
            
            I love reading so much, and interacting with stories makes it so much more enjoyable for me. Getting lost in a story is so gratifying. 
            
            You know, you’re story is unique. I have not found another author with that duo since yours. Besides the fact that I really like those two Aussies, the story itself actually really, really resonated with me. It’s the only story to take place in a LATAM country that I’ve read this far. Being Latina, that’s a big deal to me; a little cheesy, but it’s true. I also felt like you were describing me. Sanmon is me; I am Sanmon— the free spirited girl that belongs to the land. Mhm. I’ve spent so much time in the wilderness backpacking, camping, thru hiking. The whole story was beautiful.
            
            I would have never guessed it was one of your first stories. Nothing in your writing suggests that you are in the learning/early stages of your work. 
            
            Words are weightless, but they carry so much don’t they? It feels nice to hear that my delight and joy stuck and nudged you forward. It’s funny how we are never fully aware how even the small things we do can leave a mark on others, hopefully the good kind. I remember thinking that I hoped you were not getting annoyed with my comments, and to find out it was the opposite! 
            
            
            There’s a particular line in the book that still think about.  
            
            “She looked like she belonged to the land, a part of the mountains and fields, timeless and untamed.”
            
            It blew me away. So much so that I have a screenshot so I never forget it. 
            
            Would you ever consider writing a Christian Yu story where the dynamics of his disorders are explored within the context of a romantic relationship? No pressure, of course, but when you wrote the book did you ever consider it? The twists and turns would be off the charts. 
            
            If you ever explore that way yonder, you can expect me first in line, throwing elbows at anyone trying to cut in line. 
            
            
            Anyway, I’m so so glad you reached out. 
            
            <33333
            
            
            
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DreadMouth

Heyyy Cookie,
          I just came here because I kinda missed seeing u on my page but ig u might be busy cuz maybe u aren't active these days..well..
          So I have managed to finally complete The Canvas Never Lies and apparently you were the only one who was enjoying and commenting on it (and maybe curious what happens next!) So if you get free time do reply to me and check the book out.. be free to tell me ur ideas or tips.. I'll be really glad if you do so ♡ Tysm, love. 
          
          Love,
          DreadMouth 
          
          

skz_lover0325

@DreadMouth god that handle is so poetic i love it
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DreadMouth

@Sillybeanns I hope your life doesn't take too dark turns, it will be quite messy.
            From my opinion is think you are the only one who has been fully immersed in TCNL. I am glad you still remember E143:AD. I haven't written on it for a while although a few drafts are still pending.
            I am not that happy though because it is smut. I am a bit upset that people haven't recognized my main genre of work and something else that isn't fully appropriate. I wrote it for fun not keeping in mind for many views etc. I got inspired by Anna's work and so I took chance and asked her to check it out. I really am not ready to write more smut. It demotivates me really.
            Ah, you’ve stumbled into the web and now you're asking about the spider.
            Fair enough.
            DreadMouth?
            Well — “dread” is that heavy feeling in your chest right before something beautiful breaks.
            And “mouth”... because I never shut up about it.
            I speak in fears, whisper in cliffhangers, and monologue like I’m getting paid in emotional damage.
            Put them together and you get something that doesn’t just write horror — it says it, spits it, sings it.
            And if the name lingers a little after you hear it... good. That’s the point.
            But between us?
            It came to me at 3AM, uninvited. Like most of my best ideas — and worst decisions.
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Jenfaroo

Yeah!! I made the stressy and depressy list again ❤️❤️❤️❤️ double honour. Again, thank you for your support and wonderful comments on the new story. I love reading your comments and your thoughts on the content. You, girly, have such a unique and beautiful way of looking at things, as well as a way with words and are very expressive. I have a feeling you would make a very good writer 

DreadMouth

Gurl. I wrote Smut. And i really need your..yes your feedback on that. NOW. OMG. This might be the first time I'm losing my cool lmao- Do check it out wahhhh- 

Sillybeanns

@DreadMouth 
            I very much did. It’s pretty well written for a first attempt. It would be neat to see you develops it into a complete story with your usual creepy style. You def have the ability. I mean, when I think about TCNL, you have the basics for building anticipation and a dangerous chemistry. The danger and creepiness is what makes it so explosive. I can only imagine how much more intoxicating that story would be if you integrated sensual/erotic scenes. 
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Sillybeanns

@DreadMouth 
            
            So um…
            I need you to cook up me up 14 more batches of that yum yum. I think you’re on to some thing.  <3 
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Jenfaroo

Yay, I made it on the stressy and depressy list 
          
          Girl, in that case you're going to love (or hate me) for what's coming next week 

Sillybeanns

@Jenfaroo 
            I’ve been trying to organize them better, lately; things keep shifting around. I’m not sure I’ll ever be satisfied with the groupings 100%. :/ There are just too many dang categories and combos. 
            
            
            Ooouuuuu don’t tease me! Oh ho ho what confectionery goodness are are about to take out of the oven, Miss ma’am??? 
            
            I cannot wait! 
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Sillybeanns

@Jenfaroo okay okay. Can I ask this though: is it worse than the lowest point in Charmer? :o You can plead  the 5th. 
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Jenfaroo

@Sillybeanns well I guess that depends on what you thought the lowest point of the story was  but urm....maybe. Get your feels ready cause I'm coming to kick them 
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ThisPeachIsDirty

You are the BEST. Thank you so much!
          Got any combos or ideas you’d like to see in upcoming chapters of anything in progress? Heck I like you so much I’d write you a one shot. 

ThisPeachIsDirty

Off to find that comment! We’re working on a new chapter of Collision and I’m in the middle of the new chapter of Tangled 2. I’m thriiiiillled to have ideas from someone who’s read so many fanfics. Let’s see what kind of trouble I can get you into 
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Sillybeanns

@ThisPeachIsDirty 
            I really wish emojis were allowed on posts because I would slap a whole bunch in here. 
            
            Stop it. c: <3
            I’ve been thinking about this. Maybe, just maybe somewhere down the line for Tangled 2, if you feel so inclined, perhaps explore one or some of the things I mentioned in a very long winded (and very VERY excited) comment I left some time ago. 
            I am so in love with your and @usako9135 work (I’ll never get tired of saying it), and I just look forward to being surprised either way. 
            
            My hope is that you don’t lose your love of writing, and that I can continue the privilege of enjoying your works. 
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
            
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Sillybeanns

Help me rally. If you find this, show @thispeachisdirty some love.
          
          *Awaken Tears* deserves more attention.
          It’s a hidden gem amongst thousands of SKZ ff. Although it’s the author’s favorite story to write it’s been overlooked.
          
          *Awaken Tears* is a quiet, deeply intense love story that has been branded into my brain since I serendipitously stumbled on it. Hurry! Go read it! 
          
          Read Awaken Tears: 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/387989386?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=Sillybeanns

DreadMouth

@Sillybeanns 
            It's okay! Thank you again ♡
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