M: ..... Am I a bad person? I just wanted to help.....
I don't know how to without upsetting 1 party. I feel bad... Not trying to help more.
But I just don't know how. I already tried and it made 1 party upset. I didn't mean to make her upset.
I don't want to hurt anyone... I don't like conflict. I don't like being involved in it.
Yet here I am. In the middle of this drama between Ash and Liz. What am I supposed to do?
Do I just ignore them? Do I try and reach out? What do I even say?
I don't like any of this. I should've just stayed out of it. But then again... I would've gotten involved anyways.
Liz, my online child..... I don't know what to say to you. I don't want this bond to break. I don't want to lose another kid. But.... You've been quiet. Quiet to me. Maybe I don't deserve to be a mother....
Ash, my neutral friend. I'm sorry. I'm sorry about all of this. I know it's not my fault. But Liz is my daughter.... And I haven't been a parent enough to her. I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do.
..... I'll update some time soon.... Maybe