Shinzo11

ANNOUNCEMENT
          	
          	This will be my update on my status. Unfortunately, my anxiety started again. So I would pause on writing for now. I dont know if this would be like this in the future but as of now, I would say that I would be on and off in writing, not only because of minor writer's block but also Anxiety.
          	
          	I apologize for being unable to provide the content you all are expecting. I also want to say that there's a huge possibility I would stop writing BL content, because I am starting to go to a religious path and I started my journey in reading God's words, if I find that writing and reading BL books is a sin, I would stop and instead I'll try to write B×G Books
          	
          	I hope you all understand, my starlings. 
          	
          	Love,
          	Shinzo11

Shinzo11

ANNOUNCEMENT
          
          This will be my update on my status. Unfortunately, my anxiety started again. So I would pause on writing for now. I dont know if this would be like this in the future but as of now, I would say that I would be on and off in writing, not only because of minor writer's block but also Anxiety.
          
          I apologize for being unable to provide the content you all are expecting. I also want to say that there's a huge possibility I would stop writing BL content, because I am starting to go to a religious path and I started my journey in reading God's words, if I find that writing and reading BL books is a sin, I would stop and instead I'll try to write B×G Books
          
          I hope you all understand, my starlings. 
          
          Love,
          Shinzo11

Shinzo11

ANNOUNCEMENT
          
          FFAA (Falling For An Angel) is Updated!! Prologue, Chapter 1 and Chapter 2 has been published. The rest of the chapters would have to wait until May 1st 2024 because I want to know how many people are reading and wanting it enough for it to continue!!
          
          Anyways, let's see what Chapter 2 has in store for us, shall we, my starlings?~

Shinzo11

I published a new book for a new Fandom!! It is "Falling For An Angel" a book about Alastor FROM Hazbin Hotel and my Male Oc!!
          
          Prologue is out, and please tell me here or in the book if you want it to be continued!! That's all for now, my starlings!!

Shinzo11

Good Day, my starlings!! I have a small question regarding future books. I have many drafted books and many are waiting to be published but there are a few books that I am tempted to begin writing and publish it.
          
          1.  In Rhythm || L. Couffaine [BL]
                 ➥ Seme/Dom Male Oc x Luka Couffaine
          2.  Falling For An Angel || Alastor [BL]
                 ➥ Uke/Sub Male Oc x Alastor
          3.  Different Kind Of Love || Sun&Moon [BL]
                 ➥ Uke/Sub Male Oc x Alastor
          
          These are some of those books. So, please comment if you are interested in these options. I also have some ideas about other character x oc, such as:
             ➛ Angel Dust/Anthony x M!OC [Hazbin Hotel] 
             ➛ Lucifer Magne/Morningstar x M!OC [Hazbin Hotel] 
             ➛ M!Charlie x M!Oc x M!Vaggie [Hazbin Hotel] 
             ➛ M!Marinette x M!OC [Miraculous Ladybug] 
             ➛ M!Kagami x M!OC [Miraculous Ladybug] 
             ➛ Stolas Goetia x M!OC [Helluva Boss] 
             ➛ Blitzo x M!OC x Stolas Goetia [Helluva Boss]  
             ➛ Asmodeus x M!OC x Fizzarolli [Helluva Boss] 
          
          
          There are twists and surprises in the genderbeny characters, to avoid completely copying the original characters.
          
          So what do you guys think?? 

Shinzo11

 Announcement 
          
          Dear beloved readers and followers,
          
          I hope this message finds you well. I wanted to take a moment to update you on some changes regarding my fanfiction works.
          
          Around a week or so ago, I made an announcement stating that I wouldn't be writing for a long time due to my struggles with anxiety and other personal challenges. At that time, I genuinely believed that I wouldn't be able to write for an extended period. However, I'm pleased to share that I've found the strength and inspiration to return to writing sooner than expected.
          
          I want to extend my sincerest apologies for any disappointment or confusion caused by my previous announcement. Your understanding and support during that difficult time meant the world to me, and I'm grateful for your patience as I navigate through my journey of self-care and healing.
          
          Now, onto some exciting news! I'm thrilled to announce that I've recently updated one of my books! Your support and encouragement mean the world to me, and I'm grateful for the opportunity to continue sharing my stories with you.
          
          Additionally, I want to address a decision I've made regarding my mature stories. After careful consideration, I've decided to remove smut scenes from these works entirely. While I understand that this may disappoint some readers, I believe it's the right choice for me. My goal is to create content that aligns with my values and comfort level, and I hope you'll continue to support me on this journey.
          
          Thank you for your continued support and understanding. Your encouragement means more to me than words can express, and I'm grateful to have such wonderful readers like you.
          
          Warm regards,
          
          Shinzo11

Shinzo11

I'm not going write for a long time. Because I have anxiety and other issues that kept popping up. Like I have anxiety, I am emotionally dependent, I have low self-esteem, I am easily emotionally attached especially when it comes to fanfictions and anime's and etc.
          
          I am having trouble, but still going, on how to cope and overcome each issues one by one. And the reason I am not going to read or update for a while is because I also discovered that I have PSD, Post-Series Depression.
          
          Whenever a favorite series, especially an anime and fanfictions ends, or remember that it ended, I tend to feel at loss and anxious which isn't good because I also have anxiety right now so it also contributes to it. I am trying to slowly overcome each issues, and I don't know if other issues will appear. I am very sorry my starlings, that I can't give you anymore updates for an indefinite amount of time.
          
          If anyone here has some advices, especially about the issues I have, please just message me.
          
          I hope all of you have a lovely day, my starlings and make sure to take care of yourselves.
          
          Take some time off your phone and spend time with your friends and family, don't isolate yourself. Also, please make sure all of you stay healthy since I don't want anyone to experience any of the feelings I'm experiencing.
          
          I love you all❤️

mennacat0

@Shinzo11 sorry, for some reason I don't get notifications for replyes. Anyway I'm happy that you are better now and I wish you happiness and health
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Shinzo11

Thank you for those kind words and advices. I just feel bad and guilty to not update or give any of you, my starlings, a new story. So I planned to occasionally update my status to all of you and to also let my starlings,who are experiencing the same things as mine, know that they're not alone and there are others experiencing the same thing.
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mennacat0

Emotions are a very complex thing that is very hard to control but I think taking care of ourselves emotionally is a good thing. Everyone goes through a lot of emotions through their lives and a lot of people have their own coping mechanism to deal with anxiety, excitement, happiness, sadness.......etc. after all in life there are moments we will be anxious ,others we are depressed and others are very happy so finding a way to deal with your emotions positively to not let them overwhelm you is necessary 
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