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I could’ve sworn I followed you but I apparently didn’t IM SORRY 

Idfk where else to write about how I’m feeling without anyone I know irl seeing it so I guess I’ll write it here. I am so sad rn but I’ve been sad for so long that I’m afraid that I’ll annoy my friends and they won’t want to be around me anymore so I stop texting as much but that is distancing myself from my friends more and now I’m scared that I’ll lose someone who I love so much. She was/is basically my girlfriend (but isn’t..?) and she is too good for me and because I am going through whatever I am ruining everything. I’ve ruined everything that ever mattered to me and now I honestly don’t see the point. I am sad, I’m not succeeding in anything, and now I can’t even keep my friends around.... what’s the point. I try to talk to my mom but she says “oh but you seem so happy.” WELL THAT’S THE POINT I HIDE IT!!! God idk how much longer I can take it....

I know like no one is gonna read this but if you do..... follow me on insta @eclipse_bangtan....we love shameless plugs

I just found out that 3 people had a crush on me all at the same time... well that’s a first

I honestly just want someone to love me and to be all cute and cuddly with..... and to call Daddy of course

thanks for the follow!

My power has been out for over 48 hours and it’s FINALLY BACK ON JESUS CHRIST I WAS GOING INSANE WITHOUT WIFI OR THE ABILITY TO CHARGE MY PHONE OR COOK FOOD ON THE STOVE AGHH

I don’t want to go to sleep because I’m dreading tomorrow 

Wtf I’ve had Wattpad for 2 years?!?! That’s sad tbh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIALL