Shadowofthemind

Started on another new story that I’ve been throwing ideas around to myself since this morning, I seriously need to focus on Humbled but I’m taking my time with it and working on it when the ideas for it hit me.
          
          Probably won’t release either one until I get finished with them, and find a better picture for the new one instead of the placeholder I currently have.
          
          Anyway, hope everyone’s been doing good and it’s me just checking in saying I’m still here.

Not going to announce this because it’s not necessarily important but just a life update, well here we go:
          
          24 years and I’ve done a lot in it, going from t-ball and midgets football to boxing. From always avoiding any kind of conflict to enjoying getting punched in the face, even I don’t know why I like it myself. From a buzzcut to whatever mop, as my mom says, I have on my head now.
          
          I’ve met a lot of people along the way, lost some that were very dear to me and gained others but that’s just how life is.
          
          I’ve had a fight and I’ve lost, I blame my own stupidity for it. I haven’t lost the hunger for more just ain’t had the time.
          
          Still trying to figure storylines out for stories but being preoccupied with your mind always being around work doesn’t allow much headspace to do it.
          
          I’ve still got plenty more to come and this is just the beginning of it all though.

Haven’t really been active since I “finished” Guilty Conscience because I’ve been busy with so many other things and just trying to find the time to write while I relax is just so hard to do but I’m still kicking and trying to figure out some stuff.

I know I’m days late but Happy New Year everyone, here’s to a year of improvement

I’ve had the time to process that last season of Arcane and oh my God do they know how to build me up, wreck me, build me up again and just blow me to pieces… that being said it was overall worth the wait, can’t wait to see what other region Fortische does next. Kinda want to retcon the endings to my first fanfic but like I said in Guilty Conscience I’m stepping away from them until I can get this mess in my head right.
          
          But I’m not announcing this status update because who honestly wants some random guy’s opinion on a show?

Been debating on working on one ending for Guilty Conscience since I’ve had a few ideas pop in my mind about it just so there’s somewhat of an ending, just a thought though.

Hey bud you posted the chapter in different order and hope you're doing well and hope you keep writing guilty concenes

I’m still alive, I’ve just been thinking about writing another Western as another side project even though the first one I wrote really wasn’t that good and the Western genre itself is basically dead… just a thought.

I don’t know why every time I see a comment notification pop up I always think it’s about something negative. Guess it’s just me and how I expect it to be, like I said though I don’t know.

TLDR; I’m disappearing again.
          
          Hey guys, it’s me again. So remember what I said back in chapter 82 about swinging in and out of what felt like depression? Well the luck I’ve had since November just keeps getting worse. Come to find out my, now ex, girlfriend has been cheating on me, don’t know for how long but I’ve had my suspicions for a few months now. The place I’m in right now I can’t even begin to describe, I was at work working overtime when I found out and I texted one of the guys I work with about going 140 into a tree as a kind of self deprecating joke while I was sitting there just shaking from all kinds of emotions. Talked myself out of hurting my hand punching my locker before my coworker called me and talked to me but the gym can only do so much. What I’m getting at is I’m going to disappear for a while and go on another break for my own sake since I can’t focus on anything at all with all this shit just constantly eating at me.