SentientDjake

Part 2
          
          I met a really cute guy with the cutest smile I've ever seen. He came to my house, and while he was here, he told me about his favourite song. It was a song called White Flag by a band called Normandie, and when I first heard it I thought it was pretty cool, but nothing much to write home about. In the days following my encounter with the guy though, I realised I couldn't get the song out of my head. I eventually checked out the band's other tracks, and found practically all of them enjoyable. Afterwards, I started rediscovering bands I forgot I listened to during my childhood adventures both on YouTube and in video games. Plus, I was discovering newer bands I hadn't heard yet that I ended up jamming to.
          
          My taste in music is still evolving, and while I don't listen to Normandie anymore, the band I mentioned earlier (Holding Absence) are a band I just can't get enough of. My music taste has also been leaning towards even heavier metal, with bands such as Spiritbox, Loathe and, most recently, Jinjer finding their way onto my playlist. I'm gonna be honest, I don't even know why I'm going into this much detail about the music I like. I guess it's the only thing I'm really interested in nowadays because it's been carrying me through life for the past year and a half. Let's move on, for your sake AND my sake LUL
          
          Since my last post in 2018, I got a new PC and I've been streaming a lot more on Twitch. My Twitch username is in my about section, by the way, if you wanna come visit someday I'm live. Other than that, not much goes on here. Hope you guys are doing well <3

Part 1
          
          Well that return didn't go well, did it?
          
          If anyone is still here on Wattpad, I hope you guys haven't had it too rough during lockdown. It's Jake here, but if we used a time machine to head back to 2015, I'd be Foxy and also Sky the Wolfox. You might have known me from my story Déjà Vu, which I still am mad at myself for ever creating. I guess I was a really horny and confused teen LMAO
          
          I recently turned 20 only 6 days ago, and life for me has gotten rough over the past few years. I was in college from September 2017 to June 2019, and if I'm honest, it was the worst 2 years of my life. I ended up going to university to study French in September 2019, but due to a combination of my anxiety spiralling out of control and the discovery of my sleep disorder, I had to drop out after not even a month. I guess it was for the best anyway, now that we know Covid is here.
          
          Since then, my anxiety has just gotten worse and worse to the point where the slightest bit of excitement or dread makes me want to vomit. Sometimes, I genuinely do vomit. It's not nice, so I don't go outside at this point because there's nothing out there for me at the moment. I've literally just been living a life on repeat - every day I wake up and it's the same thing over and over again, but I can't change that without my anxiety being such a huge barrier.
          
          As for stories, I don't know if I'll be writing any time soon. Thanks to the bland, comfortable, repetitive nature of my life, I don't really have anything to think about. Quoting Holding Absence, "I live my life inside of this cocoon". Great band, by the way. At least that's one thing that's different - my music taste. During my teens, I was super into EDM like dubstep and house, but I can't bring myself to enjoy those genres anymore. At least, not after March 2020: the day before lockdown.

I would love it if you would update both stories

Please update déjà vu

Sad to see you go mate. I'll hate not reading any more deja vu. Good luck wherever you're at.

I was Sky the Wolfox - now I’m back, but Sky is no more.
          
          It’s been over 3 years since I created this account - my original work, Déjà Vu, blew up and reached 16.4K reads. I then removed the story from public view, as my furry antics came to a halt.
          
          It’s been 2 years.
          
          But I’ve finally made a decision to return.
          
          For the past few months I’ve felt like there’s been something missing in my personality - who I am. I think I’ve finally found out what it is, so I’m back.
          
          After maintaining around 30,000 subscribers on YouTube for the past year or so, I’ve relaxed this a little bit as the game I got these subscribers from became obsolete from my interests. The game was the main reason I stopped being a furry in the first place.
          
          But now that is no more - and I’m surrounded by people who will appreciate me no matter what decisions I make - I’ve made the decision to go back to my old ways that I so dearly missed.
          
          I’ve decided to reincarnate myself as Jake Park from Dead by Daylight in furry form - a wolf, of course. What else would a solitary survivalist be?
          
          Either way, if you guys are still here, thanks for sticking around. I’ll republish my two old stories, and I’ll hopefully have the courage to release more in the future.
          
          

Well, uh... I haven't been on this app in a VERY LONG TIME. There's a problem: I'm not a furry anymore :p I left the fandom a few weeks ago because
          I didn't feel welcome anymore. So, I will probably not continue any of my furry works. I will more use this app as practice for English writing since I'm in my last year of secondary school now and I need to focus as much as possible. Well, it's a heads up for you guys anyway.

Damn, deleted the pointless chapters in Déjà Vu and now we're back at 3.5k reads ;3;

Well, since you're my favourite author on here so far.  It's time for me to:
          
          Send your beautiful face a message on kik
          Subscribe on YouTube,
          (Don't have furaffinity ;-;)
          Look...? For you on Geometry Dash
          And send you a friend request on steam.
          
          
          I don't care if you don't respond (this does sound kinda creepy) but notice me senpai...
          
          (=ↀωↀ=)✧(,,◕　⋏　◕,,)(̿▀̿ ̿Ĺ̯̿̿▀̿ ̿)̄

FINALLY. A new freaking chapter on Déjà Vu. For real. Chapter 12 is out. Go read it! :3