@SelfHarmFighter Life gets harder every time we go around the sun again. I'm struggling to heal while maintaining relationships and boundaries. Trying to not have self hate or self loathe due to the guilt that occurs when I stand firm on a boundary. Struggling to let go of all the anger of things that happened to me, things I allowed to happen, and things I tolerated. I am trying to change my lifestyle and make better choices but it is really hard. I have such a heavy heart, it almost feels like it is dragging me down. I am tired of being angry, sad, in pain, and feeling lost/brokenhearted