Hahaha, I'm both sorry and delighted by that :P. You should 100% write your own fanfic. That's so exciting! Feel free to let me and my readers know when you post the first chapter. I'm happy to support you in your writing endeavours! You actually made me cry (happy tears I promise) when you said I was an inspiration to shy writers and that you are going to start writing yourself now. <3
Also, I totally forgot to respond to this last time but I am super excited to see the fanart you are making. I absolutely love seeing my reader's fan art. So if you want share the link so we can all see it and appreciate it. :D The last reader that created fan art added the link into a comment they left that corresponded to the fan art. So whatever floats your boat is fine. ^^ I also get it if you don't want to share it, but I'm sure it will be amazing so I really hope you do.
Yes! Oh please be my beta reader, that would be insanely helpful and all the readers would be thrilled about that, as I could then get the updates going again. I totally get rambling to expel your panic, I do that too from time to time. It can be quite helpful so I hope it was for you this time. I already so the email you sent and I will definitely reply to that and give you the chapters (probably tonight since I have work to get done first.) Again, thank you very much. Once more you made my day! XD