SecretChord_08

I'll be back in a few days.
          	
          	I don't want to think for a while.

snowyowl167

@SecretChord_08 please do take care , I don't really know how to phrase this but if you feel that you'll come back because you feel obligated to I think it would be better to take a longer break . Sorry if it feels kinda rude and strict but please hear me out and consider my point. I don't know if you'll see this anytime soon but please rest and take care ❤
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ashuri2809

@SecretChord_08 ahh, it's okay, bby. take your time to heal urself, okay? take allllll the time you need! i'll wait for u ^^ taking rest is an important thing, don't pressure urself while during it! hope u feel better soon ∩_∩
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SecretChord_08

I'll be back in a few days.
          
          I don't want to think for a while.

snowyowl167

@SecretChord_08 please do take care , I don't really know how to phrase this but if you feel that you'll come back because you feel obligated to I think it would be better to take a longer break . Sorry if it feels kinda rude and strict but please hear me out and consider my point. I don't know if you'll see this anytime soon but please rest and take care ❤
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ashuri2809

@SecretChord_08 ahh, it's okay, bby. take your time to heal urself, okay? take allllll the time you need! i'll wait for u ^^ taking rest is an important thing, don't pressure urself while during it! hope u feel better soon ∩_∩
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Setapet

Hello Kai. (Lousjn)  was wondering if you could unblock her so that she can talk to you. :) 

Setapet

@SecretChord_08
            
            Likewise, 
            
            I'll be praying for you, and you're family too, along with her also.
            
            I'm glad that I was able to experience this, honestly. It makes me think more–helps me grow. I know it will, and I hope that you'll also grow. 
            
            As it seems you are a Christian, I know that you'll understand. What it means to learn from.... This...
            
            Learn from the best, I guess ^-^
            
            Take care, and God bless your family as well. :)
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SecretChord_08

@Setapet I know... I'm really sorry it came down to this. And I'm really sorry for dragging you into this mess.
            
            Thank you for being honest with me. It's one of the many things I constantly failed at doing, and I genuinely admire you for it. For your courage, your loyalty...
            
            I'm fully aware that I was the cause of this; actually, I already saw this coming ever since I committed the act... Even so, thank you, so much, for telling the truth. I really needed to hear it from someone. And though you can't do anything right now, thank you so much, for giving me hope that amazing people like you will enter her life someday.
            
            Take good care of yourself, okay? Don't let this experience get to you in a negative sense. Instead, let it help you grow as a person. Please continue being the amazing person that you are, and please remember that you are precious.
            
            Thank you again, for stepping in to help. I'll continue to pray for her, and I'll make sure to include you in my prayers as well. You are a blessing, and I want to thank God for using you in His plans to change my life.
            
            God bless you and your entire family. I'm wishing you all the best.
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Setapet

@SecretChord_08  
            
            I'm sorry.. But I'm afraid I can't do any of that anymore. She deleted her account, and or of she did create a new one, she didn't tell me.
            
            I know you feel bad, and that you wish you would have been there for her. But you can't do anything now and neither can I. I could say, from what I learned, that you were the cause of it. 
            
            I'm sorry for how I'm sounding, but you needed to hear this.
            
            Don't beat yourself up for it, okay? And take care...i don't want to see you going down the same path as her
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SecretChord_08

For Shawarma's sake, HAVING THE HONOR STUDENTS GIVE A SPEECH ABOUT HOW THEY DO SHIZZ ISN'T GONNA ENCOURAGE THE OTHERS TO DO BETTER
          
          IT'S JUST GONNA MAKE THEM FEEL WORSE ABOUT THEMSELVES BECAUSE THE TEACHERS ARE SHOWING THEIR FAVORITISM TO THE ENTIRE CLASS
          
          AND WHY AM I THE FIRST TO GIVE A SPEECH!? YOU TEACHERS BARELY EVEN MENTION ME! HECK, THE STUDENTS PROBABLY ONLY KNOW ME BECAUSE OF MY GRADES.
          
          ALSO, WHY NOT CHOOSE SOMEONE WHO IS CLOSER TO THE REST OF THE CLASS SO THAT THERE'S A HIGHER CHANCE FOR THEM TO BE ENCOURAGED!? WHY WASTE AN OPPORTUNITY LIKE THAT!?
          
          I swear, this better not be because my grades for socializing are low as frick--

SecretChord_08

@Uri-to-the-chan77 honestly, this is why I've been considering dropping out of school for the past few days... The teachers praise the ones who are doing great, then treat the others like garbage, and then they wonder why the struggling ones aren't doing any better??? It's toxic!!!
            
            Honestly, I just really wish I could do something for the other students... It frustrates me to imagine how they have to act like everything's okay, especially when the situation clearly isn't fine anymore... I hate how teachers claim to care about the well-being of other students, when they can't even take a stab in getting rid of their favoritism...
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SecretChord_08

I'm back.
          
          Sort of.
          
          My chest still hurts like crazy, but hey, I lived.
          
          Probably won't write in a while, though.
          
          Why?
          
          Because I need to pREPARE FOR A SPEECH AT SCHOOL GOSH FRICKING DEBIT--
          
          

MentallyDone

@SecretChord_08 if it makes you feel better, I finished the fanart—  (I’ll make a book later, but I’ll prop ably delete it after you see it aCk— )
            Hope you get better and good luck on your speech : D ❤️❤️✨❤️✨❤️✨✨
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SecretChord_08

@ashuri2809 it's always the anxiety that makes things difficult T^T but we can do this! Hopefully--
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usedcondom

hai treb, it’s pi. My account got deleted ;^;

SecretChord_08

@usedcondom aaaaaaa arigato guzaimasu TwT ❤️✨❤️✨❤️✨
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SecretChord_08

@sykkutie ;v; hopefully they don't do something worse than what they're doing right now
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SecretChord_08

Me, researching about the causes of coughing blood: Mama, does lung damage always lead to coughing up blood?
          
          Mama, who's a nurse: most of the time, yes, but hopefully not always
          
          Me: Okay, uhhh, how about this? When you say trauma to the chest, is the damage internal?
          
          Mama: Internal. For example, you got in an accident and your ribs were fractured, you're likely to cough up blood because of it
          
          Mama: hold on, why are you researching about all this?
          
          Me: 
          
          Mama:
          
          Me:
          
          Me, sweating buckets: I'm a writer.
          
          

EVERYBODY_SCREAM11

@SecretChord_08 same, i do this when I feel horrible XD
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ashuri2809

@SecretChord_08 SIS THIS IS SO RELATABLE (ಥ‿ಥ) 
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SecretChord_08

I don't know how many of you guys know SIX: The Musical
          
          But for some unknown reason, I once had this random idea for an animatic of Ex-Wives, except it's a TPN AU.
          
          Grandmother Sarah is Henry VIII
          
          And the Mothers and Sisters are the wives KAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA It's so weird, Imma rant about it real quick hold up--

MentallyDone

This is genius.
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SecretChord_08

Yeah, this came out of nowhere I'm so sorry AAJDHSJHDHFHFHHEFHF I'M DONE NOW, DON'T WORRY
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SecretChord_08

And then lastly, there's Scarlet, who I thought would play Catherine Parr. A thing I considered about Scarlet was the fact that she tends to— according to her description— "close off her emotions". Catherine Parr kind of did the same when she married Henry. She married Henry by obligation, not out of love. So she kind of closed her emotions until the day Henry died.
            
            Also, according to Scarlet's description, she's actually an affectionate girl. Catherine Parr was the same, loving her husbands until they either died or cheated on her (I'm looking at you, Thomas Seymour, how dare you touch Elizabeth, you nasty pedo)
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