Sam 👁👁

I’m back by unpopular demand 
          I’m way more active on my tumblr lol

I wish everything that's amazing for you, the greatest thing you want, I hope you get, I can tell you are a amazing person. Thank you, for being a kind person.

My neck, my back, my feet 
          This pain is caused by sitting in a chair for almost 14 hours a day. 
          I hate my english honors teacher and her stupid project

Just because you don’t agree with someone doesn’t mean you should flood their asks and inbox with messages telling them to kill themselves and don’t ever wish someone would get raped
          Have human decency, if I go inactive on tumblr again then it’s just because I wanna step away for a bit 
          Anyways have a nice day/night <3

 #Gave myself food poison

Yoooo Happy New Years!
          I might be publishing some stories that I’ve written but don’t hold your breath
          But if I do they will probably be an Outsiders one, A DreamSMP, and an Xmen/Avengers one!
          I hope everyone is having a safe New Years so far

Tw: School shootings, overdose, teen pregnancy, under age smoking, under age drinking, talks of gang violence, violence 
          
          Honestly I'm used to the idea that I won't love past 29, its something I expected young. I grew up poor as dirt, I had well off grandparents but they didnt realize how bad it was. I'm in highschool now, my dad finally got a job but money is still unstable and I go hungry some weeks. But I'm not here for pity. 
          In the past two week ove 5 people have threaten to shoot up my school, it's funny tbh. 
          I'm so used to the idea of dying that in sad it didnt happen. 
          By the time I get to senior year half my graduating class from freshmen year wont be there, some kids will over dose, some kids will kill themselves, some girl will get pregnant and disappear, most will drop out, some will join gangs
          But that's just life ain't it. I've gone from poor to poor with some money to spare. 
          I'm not ashamed anymore just sad. 
          Life isn't easy and poor kids wont see easy lives. 
          But I guess that's just how life goes, half the people I graduate with are gonna be dead by the time I'm 30 if I live to 30. 
          -Sam

When your wanna play Minecraft but you don’t wanna bother your friends:

I miss when I didn’t have a lot of online friends
          I’m not saying I don’t love all of my online friends that I’ve made in the last couple of months, but I kinda feel outta touch with two of my first online friends. I miss them but the game we used to play I’ve just kinda gotten bored of it yk?
          Like you love the game but it’s boring for you, plus time zones don’t help.
          You just kinda miss them, you get on sometimes to talk to them. But you guys are all going in different directions and you can’t help but miss them yk?

Remember setting boundaries is okay
          Whether it’s being touched to people seeing the music you listen too
          :]