SameForNever

So, I’m sitting at my desk, ignoring my school work and writing a story instead. I’m listening to my “Randoms” Spotify playlist (I call it randoms bc it’s just a bunch of random songs I like in the same playlist) and out of nowhere the Pink Panther theme starts playing  
          I love that dumb playlist
          
          There’s 12 hours and 34 minutes worth of music in that playlist so it gets pretty random. 
          
          If anyone wants to look at my strange music selection or even listen to it, here’s the link
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5MyIQJXkqPFEZs64dVHVpB?si=74rYKMUXSE2TN3PNREpqdw

I’m going to be writing again!
          
          I’m planning on writing some original stories and also continuing my A Demon’s Angel series. 
          
          I’ve also decided to start a “memories” book where I’ll post about funny or interesting moments in my life (with some details changed for privacy reasons for myself and those involved.)
          
          I’m just hoping everyone will enjoy what I plan to write!

I feel like I haven’t done anything in ages! I’m thinking about going through A Demon’s Angel and making the story a bit more coherent, but my memory of Fairy Tail has faded and I don’t want to do anything until I’ve reread or rewatched the series. 
          
          On another note: physical therapy, although necessary, sucks. I messed up my wrist back in December and it seems that I couldn’t go very long without re-injuring  it so now I’m going through physical therapy to help get my strength back and hopefully get it so it isn’t as painful to type. 
          
          Also, online school sucks. I can’t seem to get myself to stay focused and I can’t find the ambition to do my homework. It really sucks because I’m starting to feel so... what’s the word? Bored? Nah, it’s almost worse then that. I don’t remember the word for it, but it’s like you do the exact same things every day, and although you know it’s a different day and there might be one or two things that are different, it’s still hard to differentiate between the different days of the week. It’s like I’m in a mind numbing routine that I can’t break myself out of. 
          
          Writers block sucks when you don’t want to do anything else but your mind comes up empty.

I hate the fact that I forgot what it was like to write, it’s been so long since I’ve gotten any inspiration to write ANYTHING and it feels amazing to do it again. 
          
          Being able to get lost in a sea of words that allows you to shape and mold things into what you want is definitely a feeling that I’ve missed. This is why I love just writing, being able to write with no boundaries, just what comes to mind, it’s so damn relaxing. 
          
          I’ve realized that when I think of a place or an item to write about, I can see every single detail that would stand out, feel the grooves in the wood as I brush my fingers along the walls, feel the plush carpet beneath my feet as I breathe in the beautiful fresh air that smells like pine and a campfire. It’s like I can feel the cool ceramic as I wrap my fingers around the white mug filled with hot cocoa, the smell of the sweet chocolate filling my nose as the heat warms my cold hands. It’s like I can see the way the snow glistens on the treetops outside my window, feel the pain from sitting on a hard harsh wooden chair for long hours. I can feel the way an old page in a book feels as I get ready to turn it over, the mere smell making me smile. It’s comforting and familiar but at the same time, strange and uncomfortable. I always find it hard to describe when I write because I can see everything in such vivid detail, I actually forget to write it most of the time.
          
          Anyways, I hope everyone has a good day/night!

I just realized that I haven’t hugged anyone in a year. It’s depressing, isn’t it?

1) HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
          
          
          
          
          2) it’s like 3 am and I haven’t gotten any sleep for the past 24 - 48 hrs :) so I’m sleep deprived! Yay!
          
          
          
          
          3) I just realized that if I add one more story to my library, I will have 900 stories just sitting there, waiting to be read/continued XD
          
          
          
          
          4) I’m really sorry for the recent inactivity, I’m trying my best to get the sequel done but I’m also trying to not stress out during the holidays. 
          
          
          
          
          5) I really need a break from my family.
          
          
          
          
          6) For the first time in a VERY long time, I actually want to go back to school physically. I hate being online rn.
          
          
          
          
          I miss my peeps.
          
          
          
          
          7) I never thought that I would see the day that I would say that I missed human interaction outside of my house. Yet here I sit, nothing but a dimly lit phone illuminating my face and a small portion of my surroundings as I try to type. 
          
          
          
          
          8) I just might go crazy
          
          
          
          
          9) Have a great day/night!
          
          
          
          
          10) Stay safe! I hope everyone had a happy holiday season!

Sometimes I wonder how I went from a fun little idea I got when reading a NaLu one-shot, to a two book series. Honestly, I am planning to stop the series at two books unless I somehow come up with an insane plan and end up making a third book or even another that ties into the ADA (A Demon's Angel) world.

It's done! A Demon's Angel is finally complete! I might end up going back in the future and buffing out the story a bit more, but I am actually proud I was able to stick to somewhat of a story line. I know that I will 100% be going back and removing any A/Ns that are still in the story. 
          
          Anyways, THE FINAL TWO CHAPTERS ARE NOW RELEASED!!!
          
          I will be writing a sequel but I want to spend more time actually writing out the story so I will not start publishing it until I have completed the story. I also want to be better about getting chapters out to you guys quicker and keeping the plot inconsistency to a minimum, so I have to write the whole story before I can publish it and I could have the ability to go back and be able to change a few things here and there to make the story more consistent. 
          
          I hope everyone has a great day/night!

Momento Mori

I don’t get heat in my room and normally I’m fine with that but it’s been snowing all day and my room is uncharacteristically cold for this time of year. 
          
          So now I’m laying down and completely wrapped up in three blankets while wearing a really warm onesie i got about a year or two ago. 
          
          I’m still freezing and now I can’t sleep. The joys of surprise snow in the middle of October in Iowa I guess. 
          
          We usually don’t get snow like that here until the day before or day of halloween and it hasn’t been this heavy in years. 
          
          If you live anywhere that it can snow, heat is an amazing thing. Anyways, sorry for the random rant and I hope everyone has a great day/night!