wannabetaylorscat
Oh sam...I wish I could be doing more for you. Don't let the Taylor username confuse you I know you even for the internet. First you did nothing wrong that's the whole point of fanfic. You are not none of the awful things people said about you. You are not I promise this. Internet is a cruel world that people just write whatever they want behind the screen. You want my honest opinion? I think you did everything great but
being on twitter. That app is full of shitty people and you'll be surprised how many close friends of mine were victims to whatever happens there. I'm sorry about everything you going through I really am and I wish I could be there to support you unfortunately
Wattpad won't allow to message anymore so this is the only place I could write you.
wannabetaylorscat
Now...about the autism I knew you were special for a reason. Every autistic person I've known is incredible human being. And trust me once again I know it from a very very close place. You have incredible talent and potential and trust me just because people aren't commenting here doesn't mean they don't read it and care for it. I care deeply about it and I read every word you write and every paragraph very slowly because I know how much time does it take and like me there is a lot of people who cares too. My advice and my opinion is that you’ll keep writing and positing here in Wattpad, it’s a safe zone. I’ve been reading tons of fanfics over the years more than 1000+ and some of them are “heavy” than yours( not that I see it heavy at all I actually love everything about this fan fic) and zero hate. It’s your idea, your word and your writing. Tell the people over the internet and in the website the few that you gained commenting there , that you’ll move to write on Wattpad. Leave alone twitter it’s a shitty app okay? It destroyed many people I know including me. Take care of yourself and be back soon. I’ll be your motivation if you need but do not stop writing at all cost. It’s your passion and what keeps your mind busy.
wannabetaylorscat
Listen to me and to me
only. You wouldn't even start writing a fic if you wouldn't love and respect her. Thats okay that Gaga gives you an inspiration and that's literally the whole point of writing a fanfic, using the character and person you love and doing whatever you want. You are very very very talented, I'm serious and I'm telling only the truth.
I don't think you should stop writing this because like you said it's your passion and what you like. From a very personal place I could tell you that I've been through the same, I'm not trying to make you feel less by saying this not at all. But I lost a few people that aren't here anymore and I almost lost my life too. I've been thinking about...you know what but I found peace at writing fanfics/ poems/song or just a few other stuff. There was whole chaos outside my bubble at that time and I wish I could share my story with you but there is no messages here anymore unfortunately.