An Awkward Hyena

Pronouns: she/her/they/them
Why: I'm comfortable with being female. But there are times when I don't feel female. Thus, the pronouns.

I don't want to grow up. It's scary, and it hurts.

@partofadish - All I can think is that I want our friendship to last. I know it might not, that time might happen or we might just grow apart, but I still want our friendship to stay strong.

I've lost more than I can count. I've hated more than I've loved. I prefer animals over humans most of the time. I'm always in the midst of a panic attack whenever I'm not in my room. But I don't want my life to change or stop being so hard - because then I would never have met the badass people I have, never have decided to join the fandoms that I have. I would never have dove head first into YouTube when I started doing more than listening to music on there and found Markiplire or Jacksepticeye, or BHD or Chavezzslovakia, or Sam and Colby or TFIL. (And I will forever Send It.)

I'm S.B. Lastly. I write because it feels nice to get something down on paper. I write because I want to give someone a world they can escape to.

But I'm also a person. And I love because it's natural. And I hate because I've been hurt.

Wish me luck.