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Me: browsing books and adding them in the library.
          
          Also Me: looking at all of books I added but read them yet...

Meow. 

I’m a disastrous dirty minded person with an innocent appearance...
          
          How? Life happened
          
          Why? Idk hwy..
          
          When? When I started acting differently
          
          Innocent appearance? Yes
          
          Hotel? Trivago
          
          You’re weird. Thank you.
          

The things I wrote was deleted and somehow on hold at this moment. I planned to write and share but at this case, I’m thinking too much.
          I have many ideas for things I can write, but when I started writing it... that confidence faded away.
          
          I’m thinking of things I can do and create in the near future, also storing them in my idea booklet. My life & mind is in a really big mess right now and my soul & heart is confused.
          
          Hopefully, you would understand that not all things you’ve imagined will be your way you want it to be...
          
          
          ....

I’m thinking to write a horror themed book...
          
          But I’m not yet sure...

My 2019 horror story...
          
          
          I’m grounded not scolded to but I’m sick and it’s contagious
          
          
          
          It was little. Now there are many and I want to scratch badly.
          
          
          Many on my scalp too...
          
          
          
          
          Damn you Chickenpox.
          

Hello beautiful. Thank you so much for following my sorry self. I really do appreciate it. You're nice, you're beautiful, keep going.
          
          P.S you're studying culinary? That's so cool!

Hallo! I know I know it's literally 12:30am and writing this.. so read this til the end please...
          
          Well.... I can never ever drink coffee ever again. I am currently taking anti-depressant medicines and coffee was conflicting with the meds so my heart hurts.. and yes, I did drink coffee hours ago also I can't sleep...
          
          After watching and crying to BTS' Burn The Stage the movie, my heart suddenly feels heavy and being squeezed. Now my heart has this irregular pace of my heartbeat in each hour. Its fast then slow then normal. I want to go to the hospital.
          
          Wanting to cry hard.
          Needing a hug from anyone.
          Not wanting this Broken Hearted Syndrome or even a heart attack.
          
          Every fan wants to meet them in person. But my heart can't be satisfied with just hug from a love one. A hug from them might lighten my heart but *sighs*
          
          
          A big hug from thousands of people would help a lot.
          
          
           Thank you for reading this and thank you ARMYs for being there with your fellow ARMYs!
          

Thank you for the follow ❤

Sched of There is a Time for Everything is out. Still editing that sched....
          
          Well, anyway Gnyt!