SSICKHOEMODE
*taps the mic on this hoe....all shy and stuff....*
i don't even know if this will reach anyone's inboxes but ermmm hello! it's been a long while....like WAY too long. so much has happened to me since the last time i've been on here. way too much. i've been on tumblr. i've been on ao3. trying to improve my craft but not very sure if i'm doing a great job. i mainly write anime & fandom-related content now and i truly enjoy it. i don't think i have any mutuals on here anymore because i think everyone i used to interact with is gone/deactivated so it feels so odd to even post this announcement because i truly am just speaking into the void.
i'm sorry. so so so so incredibly sorry for being gone for so long. it's been SO long that my notifications are empty like....wattpad thinks no one lives here anymore and that fills me with a kind of rueful regret. very sorry to all of those out there who liked my work many years ago-- whether it was about gay rappers or one of my older anime works-- i really appreciate everyone who voted (?, i can't even remember the correct terminology anymore), everyone who commented or added anything i've ever written to their libraries at any point in time. thank you all so much. i meant it when i said i wanted to return to this app. i just didn't know when. maybe i'll start over from the ground up? or keep this account and start posting regularly again to gain a new mutuals? idk. but a wave of nostalgia is washing over me right now and i don't mind being submerged in it. gonna take a stroll down memory lane and read through some of my published works & drafts on here. i posted this same message on my 2nd acct but i'll be around, please don't be scared to hmu <3
SSICKHOEMODE
@tayenthusiastt wait i think i remember who you are...or at least memories started to come back when u said we used to be close. hopefully i'm not misremembering but regardless i am so touched by your sentiments you just don't know. i too was one of the people who moved on from this app, if you have tumblr or any other social media (twt, discord, etc) i would love to follow you on there and continue to catch up! and reintegrate into each other's lives if you're willing :') one of the reasons for my long absence was because the things i liked to read started to shift and i found more of that content on tumblr and ao3, and the authors i made friends with here started to phase off of wp around the same time i did
tayenthusiastt
@SSICKHOEMODE when the notification came up I literally couldn’t resist responding. I could never forget you, the messages are gone now but we used to be kinda close not to mentioned I loved your books, so it was really nice to see a familiar account pop up. Everyone kinda moved on from here lol. But to answer your question, not as much as I used to be like wayyyy back when but I’ve found some good authors that I try to keep up with.
