SKZIEJINNIE

Hey ya’ll!!!
          Okay first I want to apologize to anyone who cares for going practically MIA. I have been busy with work, doctors, and going through some mental health things which I know I say a lot.
          I really am trying the best I can.
          I’m going to continue with “re-writing” The Prince’s Bodyguard (2.0) and will start to publish that soon.
          Loads of it are the same, but the more we’ll get into it, things and story lines will change a bit to fit better. Make certain things make more sense.
          Okay that’s all bye bye love you.

Happy New Year ya’ll. (I know I’m like 4 days late). It’s official, I haven’t posted in a year. (Shoot me). I’m so sorry it’s been so f****ing long since I’ve posted. I’ve tired so many times. I miss writing but, I don’t know I’ve just been really dumpy. Super out of it and hating everything. Having mental breakdowns and being extremely insecure. Started my year with a big facial break out so that hasn’t helped. Having a crush on a girl that I know damn well only likes me as a friend even if she likes woman too. I’m just losing it. I’ve been wanting to use the crush as inspo for writing but let’s be honest, it’s not helping like I hoped/thought it would. Again I am so f***ing sorry to all of you. To old readers and new readers who have been adding my story to their reading list(s). I’ll try everything I can to get back into it. I got into an accident before Christmas so I’m going through the legal system and doctors to help with it. I’m so sorry everyone. So sorry… talk soon.

Hey ya’ll! (Might have to post this on a chapter of BHA cuz I know no one will check here). Been debating totally re-writing chapter 10 pt.2 cuz whenever I go to start pt.3, I hate it and don’t even want to do it. I of course want to get something out for you guys during the month of December. It wouldn’t be a full 12-25 days of Christmas type of thing, but a couple chapters during the month. I’ll see what happens and update you guys. Okay. I love you. Talk soon.

So, I got an idea from one of my FAVORITE writers ( @thenoctem ) about creating an instagram account for updates on stories, sneak peeks, and other things like ideas for stories and such. If I were to make one, obviously crediting thenoctem for the idea, would ANYONE follow it?

. I’m so sorry everyone (even though no one will see this but I need to get it off my chest). I’ve been fucking up. My brain is scattered. My heart is broken. My motivation is declining. I’ve noticed an increase in my anxiety, depression, and paranoia. I think I’ve been stressing myself out. I’ve been crying too much. I’ve been getting irritated easily. I will write a couple sentences in a story and then completely lose a direction for the rest. I’m lost. I’ve been trying to do a lot in too little time. I’ll be okay, I think, but for right now, I’m going to go at my own pace. I’ve been overstimulating myself. At home projects, Halloween, mentally preparing for my sister to come home for a couple days in December, work, and the unbearable social interaction that comes with it has been messing with me. I have been overthinking every day, and thought of (TRIGGER WARNING) S€lf h@ruing has come back after about 5 years of being clean… I just wanted to let you know… I’m sorry for being soppy… I promise I’ll get Chapter 10 pt.2 out soon. I will not be saying a date until I’m 109% certain it’s ready, and I’m ready. I’ll let you know on here. All love. Cheek kisses

To anyone who sees this. I’m sorry for those who have been expecting to see my post a new chapter of my story(s). I’ve been losing motivation for everything I have been doing. I’ve been having a difficult time recently and i deeply want to apologize for not posting. I’m going to try and post some time this week. Maybe even Monday or Tuesday. I really am so sorry. I hope you can understand and except my forgiveness. I love every one of you who has keeping that small amount of motivation that still lies deep within me. Seeing all of you saving my stories, voting for them, and commenting on them has brought happy tears to my eyes. Over the course of almost three weeks, BHA has gone from 1.01k views to 1.25k views, and I couldn’t be more grateful. Thank you.