SHRUTIMOGULLA

NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DO,PARENTSNEVER BELIEVE OR SUPPORT. THEY JUST COMPARE AND THEN SAY WHEN DID WE COMPARE. ACT SO BIPOLAR. AND COLLEEGS IDK WHY THEY PUT THESE INTERVIEWS FOR EVEN GIVING AN ADMISSION, AND EVEN WHEN U DO UR FUCKIN BEST THEY REJECT U FOR GOD NOWS WHAT REASON. SO DONE WITH LIFE .

SHRUTIMOGULLA

NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DO,PARENTSNEVER BELIEVE OR SUPPORT. THEY JUST COMPARE AND THEN SAY WHEN DID WE COMPARE. ACT SO BIPOLAR. AND COLLEEGS IDK WHY THEY PUT THESE INTERVIEWS FOR EVEN GIVING AN ADMISSION, AND EVEN WHEN U DO UR FUCKIN BEST THEY REJECT U FOR GOD NOWS WHAT REASON. SO DONE WITH LIFE .

paper1planes

Hi babe, thanks so much for the follow! It means a lot. Xx

flynn_fyre

Hi Shruti, great to see your follow! I've got an updated to Degraded coming soon. 
          
          Your poem is beautiful and heartbreaking. Everyone's story is obviously unique, but I've been to some dark places myself and just want to say that as real as emotions are, they come and go. Sending you my best.
          
          -Flynn

SHRUTIMOGULLA

Just Wanna Give UP
          It's just so tiring
          Anxiety gushes the whole night
          Not letting me sleep
          Just thinking what is in store for me tomorrow
          Am tired
          Am struggling
          Living every day
          No one sees the struggle
          The lonely me
          I wanna do art with blade as my paintbrush and my wrist as the canvas
          But fear takes over
          People say believe in God
          Does God exist 
          If he does, then how can he see us in such suffering
          Believe in myself, how
          The moment I am a little happy or proud of myself
          Someone or something just shatters that
          All my hope to live is lost
          I doubt if I am even worth 
          Every thing I do is wrong
          I feel so dumb 
          Good at not even a thing
          Just a burden on everyone
          And if I ceased to exist
          The world would be a much better place

YZBlue

Hi. @SHRUTIMOGULLA 
            
            GD exists, and the reason for how He can witness our suffering is akin to how a parent can see the daily struggles of their child going to school but on a cosmic scale. 
            See the following to understand what I mean
            
            http://www.galactanet.com/oneoff/theegg_mod.html
            
            https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6fcK_fRYaI
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black4677

@SHRUTIMOGULLA everyone is tired of something or sometimes even of life 
            If anxiety hits you, you should take a deep and think of someone/something that makes you happy
            
            
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