XIII

Hey, guys. I have a small surprise coming fairly soon. I appreciate your patience!

Please feel free to completely ignore this. It’s an update that has been affecting my writing so I felt like I should post about it… 
          
          A few days before New Years I lost the single most important thing to me… nearly 5 years…. it was out of both of our hands… just yesterday I decided to try and at least move on… found out I had been lead on and then cut out for being genuinely worried for her. 
          This will have been the third time I’ve lost everything. The first when I found a bandmate I considered my little brother hanging in a closet… the second when all of my bands material was taken from us and I lost every penny I had and then this is the third…. I guess this whole love thing isn’t for the valueless. 

It’s difficult to slowly realize how worthless you really are. 

Hello, everyone.
          I hope that your holidays have been well. MIne hasn't and I'm not okay, and I'll be honest the things that keep creeping up in the back of my mind are not things anyone should be thinking. My world was flipped on it's head and I don't even know if I wanna keep going. 
          I will start with I will always love you Cheeks (misses 13) and I'm sorry that I couldn't stop what was to happen. I wish we had a say in what happened, but that's not how it is in this industry. 
          I'm alone and I don't know if I have the ability to be with anyone else. I don't post this to get pity. I just want you all to know why the end of Blue embers may end up taking even longer now.
          I am what it looks like to be a constant loser. I can't win, ever. The moment I'm starting to be okay. At the base. Something happens to screw me over.
          I will do my best to get the last part of the story up as soon as humanly possible. I'm only around half way through it.... 
          I hope you all had a wonderful xmas and new years. I hope you have unending happiness. 
          -XIII

Hey, guys!
          I am still here! Still working on the final season of Blue embers, it's just taking a while with life getting in the way. I hope that you are all still enjoying what I do have up!

Hey guys. So my EP is out! Just look up xiii degrees on just about any streaming, including YouTube, and you should find it. It’s called “Playing God”. Hope y’all enjoy!

What’s the next kpop song I should reimagine m/remix? If you haven’t heard my sound yet just look up “xiii degrees” on YouTube and you should find it. I have a few old ones up there 

So, Blue Embers is going fairly well! Slow Roll, but I'm being super careful to do the best I can to make it good.
          I'm thinking the next book is going to be a gritty slice of life. I already have the concept and plot. What do you guys think? Would you read a gritty slice of life based around the industry from me?

They’re going through an awful lot over this…
          It’s making me consider something that will devastate me… probably her… but will like be best for her… and I don’t know what to do…

What's up guys!
          So, all the music for my instrumental EP is written, I'm almost done mixing and mastering. After that, just gotta work with the voice actor and get his parts in! Exciting!
          As for Blue Embers, I'm still working on it, got a bit of writers block there lol But it is still coming along! Don't you worry!