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Im so fucking tired, why do people on the internet, whom i never met, understand better than people i know?
Ive been selected as a leader many times, im so irresponsible and i let them all down. I keep warning them from the start but they never listen.
I got scolded because i was late to go home since we had to go for a practice since we had a dance performance this upcoming friday. I hate that i get so pressurized, its exams and i need to study but, i can't even focus, whenever i act a little too much as if i have adhd, my mom calls me crazy and does the swirling hand sign on the side of the head.
I need an actual therapist.
I get so caught up, trying to follow my own mother's footsteps yet, i always stay in her shadow. She compares me to herself. I wished she just agreed to my mother that she should have had an abortion.
Why does may life get so messy.