I'm so tired, why does everything change? Everything I want to make happen just becomes a waste. My dreams are considered trivial, useless, then things I don't want I have to make happen without asking my opinion first. Then, what about the desires that I really want to make come true? Even if I want to talk, I'm always opposed. I'm at the point of exhaustion. I've tried various ways to think about the future. But it always ends in vain.