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Okay, I am at my motherfucking limit right now. My class is doing some assignment about skills & shit for future jobs. Normal shit there, no problems. So I'm going through the assignment, putting in the given answers for these "skills". And I'll have you know, the skills are supposed to be things that help you with socializing and job environments. Such as good listening, and focus, and positive attitude and what not. And then, as I'm almost done writing all the given skills that are needed to be typed into the google doc.. I see one "skill" called "depersonalization". Right off the bat, that sounds like a NEGATIVE thing, and the little picture with it was negative-looking too, with a little person holding a mask with a happy face on it. So I look up "depersonalization" AND-
IT'S A MOTHERFUCKING DISORDER. DEPERSONALIZATION IS THE STATE OF FEELING DISCONNECTED FROM YOUR BODY AND SURROUNDINGS, MAKING YOU FEEL LIKE REALITY ISN'T REAL AND NEGATIVELY IMPACTS YOUR MINDSET HORRIBLY. I EXPERIENCE MOMENTS OF THIS AND IT'S AWFUL. THE ASSIGNMENT WAS CALLING THIS DISORDER A "SKILL"!! A FUCKING SKILL! ALREADY WAS I AWARE THE ASSIGNMENTS THEY WERE GIVING US IN THAT CLASS WERE FULL OF SHIT! ACTING AS IF PROBLEMS DIDN'T EXIST AND SUCCESS WAS SOOOO EASY! THEN THEY GO AND BASICALLY SAY KILLING YOUR PERSONALITY FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS AROUND YOU IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS! WHAT A WONDERFUL FUCKING SCHOOL SYSTEM! WHAT AWESOME "LEADERS" AND "TEACHERS"! ISTG, I AM SO OVER THIS SHIT.