☆ Becky !!

falling in love is scary because what if I'm as down bad as Regulus but they're not James 

mi dispiace, non poteva funzionare. dimentica tutto.

new fav thing: having a crashout with wishbone in the bg

having a "remember when...?" convo with my cousin except he's talking about when I was 3 so no I don't remember

giuro che sto provando a pubblicare se solo wattpad non mi intralcasse...

oh how I love wishbone...

Opinions/predictions on Life of a Showgirl tracklist because I have to vent
          1. The fate of Ophelia: female rage, similar to Cassandra
          2. Elizabeth Taylor: about the music industry and her role in it compared to Elizabeth Taylor's in the Hollywood movie industry, similar to Clara Bow
          3. Opalite: this crystal means new starts, clear thinking, joy, peace etc. So I think it's gonna be a "soft" song, with Begin Again kinda vibes
          4. Father Figure: not sure but maybe about her parents' situation and how it affected her
          5. Eldest Daughter: MY SONG. I claim it right now as we speak. Oh it's gonna make us cry so hard. This is all I know
          6. Ruin the friendship: either a love/glitter gel pen (probably about trav) or a song about the grief amd rage of losing a dear friend 
          7. Actually Romantic: TAYVIS. I'm telling you this is gonna be a love song with the Alchemy/So high school vibes
          8. Wi$h li$t: I think this one is gonna trend as an audio tt/ig and it's about purchasing her masters
          9. Wood: I don't really know, to me it has female rage song vibes for some reason
          10. CANCELLED: hear me out on this I think it's gonna be about about the canceled Vienna show but as a metaphor about the shitty problems of the world 
          11. Honey: I think it's gonna be another love song about Travis, but not really like So High School, just deeper 
          12. Life of a Showgirl (ft. Sabrina Carpenter): an absolute banger, probably gonna trend. I think it's gonna be about how the media picture them and it has ICDIWABH, Shake it off, LWYMMD/IDSB, Man's Best Friend vibes. Probably a single

I absolutely did not spend til almost 2 am making mood boards for characters knowing damn well I gotta wake up at five in the damn morning (I'm so gonna regret)

when I think I might even love him but I remember he's not Conan Gray, Shane Boose, Franz Kafka or Nikola Tesla

just found an old ff plan and oh gosh.
          I have to work my ass off.
          this will be so beautiful.
          oh my goodness
          but uhh it's been a long day and I already wrote my daily chapter and I really don't wanna mess things up
          sooo, goodnight everyone <3