Redlights32

Helloo pebbles I am writing rn a "new" book, currently on chapter 107. The book is about the ship Hyunho (Hyunjin X Minho) and I think around a few weeks the publishing process will start hehe.  I can't promise much since it depends if I follow my chapter length schedule (I just planned what I wanted to write and guessed how many chapters it will be) 
          	
          	Bye y'all!

Redlights32

Helloo pebbles I am writing rn a "new" book, currently on chapter 107. The book is about the ship Hyunho (Hyunjin X Minho) and I think around a few weeks the publishing process will start hehe.  I can't promise much since it depends if I follow my chapter length schedule (I just planned what I wanted to write and guessed how many chapters it will be) 
          
          Bye y'all!

Redlights32

Thank you all for 46 followers!

Tom3711

@ Redlights32  ♡
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Tom3711

@ Redlights32 ofcccc ily escu bb
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Redlights32

Did ya like Our Secret, I would appreciate some  feedback :>

Tom3711

@ Redlights32  yes TT
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Redlights32

@Tom3711 Huh it's alright, we all know how Wattpad IS with their notifications
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Redlights32

@Tom3711 hehe your soo sweet <33
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Redlights32

Tom3711

@ Redlights32  girlllll
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Redlights32

@Tom3711 It was such a happy ending :>
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emmywemmykpopstan

WEEKLY REMINDER THAT YOU ARE AMAZING!!
          
          I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY TODAY!!
          
          DONT EVER STOP LOVING YOURSELF BEAUTIFUL GIRL!! <3
          
          MWAH <3

emmywemmykpopstan

@Redlights32 completely fine bby dw abt it <33 MWAH <33
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emmywemmykpopstan

@Redlights32 Like something that helps to cheer them up even if it’s just a little bit :) and thank youuu <33 ur awesome <333
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Redlights32

Everyone keeps telling me I'm a wonderful friend, that they care about me, that they love having me around. But somehow, every compliment feels like a hidden mockery, like words I'm supposed to believe but can't. Instead of comfort, they turn into questions. My mind takes them apart until they sound more like a cruel joke than kindness. Maybe it's the overthinking. Maybe it's me. I replay conversations, analyze every glance, every word, every silence, until I'm exhausted by my own thoughts. And no matter how much reassurance I hear, I can't shake the feeling that I'm disappointing everyone, that I'm never quite enough. It's strange how lonely a person can feel while being surrounded by people who say they care. I'm scared to let my real self show. Scared that if my friends knew what was really going on inside my head, they'd judge me differently, look at me differently, or leave altogether.  So I smile, I thank them, and I pretend I believe them. But lately, I've been wondering how much of me is left beneath all the doubt. I feel like I'm losing myself in a life that doesn't really care.

Shaza_11

@Redlights32 You're very welcome! I'm happy to hear that. ♡♡♡
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Redlights32

@Shaza_11 I will take that advice to heart! Tysm it kinda made me feel better <33
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Shaza_11

@Redlights32 
            If that's the case, stay away from them. I had friends like that, and I drained my energy with them, and now they've left me alone. But I'm trying to fix myself and take care of myself because I deserve it. So now it's your turn too.
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-Jung_Cookie-

I CANNOT BREATHEEEE WITHOUT U BEING RIGHT BY MY SIDE I'LL DIE

Shaza_11

@-Jung_Cookie- 
            Red lights red lights 
            Listen to it now... what a coincidence!
            Lol
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