Readreadsthereader

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          	I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE, I FAILED YALL AGAIN, THE CRIPLING DEPPRISION AND EPISODES KEEP POPPING UP ALMOST EVERY WEEK I AM SO SORRY!!
          	
          	but i need to be honest about why I'm not as active as usual
          	
          	my mental state rn is not at it's finest.. at least worser than almost three years ago when i first started making this account, my darlings my dear im so sorry, the amounts of things happening rn are just a lot to say the least, having to loose three family members in less than 3 months this here just isn't doing me well, losing my phone of almost 2 years bc of a mental breakdown also added to why i couldn't post plus my laptop getting hidden. My home life also hasn't been the greatest, as all of u guys know, my father is not a gentle father, my mother not being the most understanding as well, they both have significantly affected my mental health as threating to make me stop school, switch schools and even to the point of isolating me or giving me bruises and even to some points leaving me bloody, with my health being the shit that it is as some of you may recall from my old posts where i have experienced throwing up blood and fainting on the bathroom floor bloody, getting rushed to the hospitals and many incidents of the post i have posted about sad to say i am no longer able to do sports, table tennis, taekwondo were the sports i mostly focused on which now aren't allowed due to my deteriorating lungs. with my health and mental state not being okay are the very reasons why Merin or Readreadsthereader or me cannot post, im so very sorry everyone, as much as i don't want to i can't post or be as active as i used to, i hope that one day i will be able to, i hope for everyones kind understandings as to why i can't post nor be as active as i used to, thank you all, ill see u guys once i get better, i love you all
          	
          	-MERIN

Nikami_Kamado

There is no need for apologizing, you have all rights not to post regularly or at all. All great wishes that things get better, because no one deserves to suffer the way you have to. Remember you are important, beautiful the way you are and what’s happening in your life isn’t your fault and you didn’t deserve it. No matter what happens we’ll always love you and I’m sure there will be others in your life to at some point. ❤️‍❤️
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G1YUSB1GM4NT1DDI3S

@Readreadsthereader I’m so sorry for your loss and I understand what you’re going through is a pain and it makes me feel horrible that someone is living this ,please take your time and focus on you mental health :( !!
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Giyuus_left_arm

@Readreadsthereader you are completely fine no need for apologizing, just focus on your mental state no need to push yourself
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Readreadsthereader

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omg am i a liar(┬┬﹏┬┬)(┬┬﹏┬┬)(┬┬﹏┬┬)(┬┬﹏┬┬)
          
          I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE, I FAILED YALL AGAIN, THE CRIPLING DEPPRISION AND EPISODES KEEP POPPING UP ALMOST EVERY WEEK I AM SO SORRY!!
          
          but i need to be honest about why I'm not as active as usual
          
          my mental state rn is not at it's finest.. at least worser than almost three years ago when i first started making this account, my darlings my dear im so sorry, the amounts of things happening rn are just a lot to say the least, having to loose three family members in less than 3 months this here just isn't doing me well, losing my phone of almost 2 years bc of a mental breakdown also added to why i couldn't post plus my laptop getting hidden. My home life also hasn't been the greatest, as all of u guys know, my father is not a gentle father, my mother not being the most understanding as well, they both have significantly affected my mental health as threating to make me stop school, switch schools and even to the point of isolating me or giving me bruises and even to some points leaving me bloody, with my health being the shit that it is as some of you may recall from my old posts where i have experienced throwing up blood and fainting on the bathroom floor bloody, getting rushed to the hospitals and many incidents of the post i have posted about sad to say i am no longer able to do sports, table tennis, taekwondo were the sports i mostly focused on which now aren't allowed due to my deteriorating lungs. with my health and mental state not being okay are the very reasons why Merin or Readreadsthereader or me cannot post, im so very sorry everyone, as much as i don't want to i can't post or be as active as i used to, i hope that one day i will be able to, i hope for everyones kind understandings as to why i can't post nor be as active as i used to, thank you all, ill see u guys once i get better, i love you all
          
          -MERIN

Nikami_Kamado

There is no need for apologizing, you have all rights not to post regularly or at all. All great wishes that things get better, because no one deserves to suffer the way you have to. Remember you are important, beautiful the way you are and what’s happening in your life isn’t your fault and you didn’t deserve it. No matter what happens we’ll always love you and I’m sure there will be others in your life to at some point. ❤️‍❤️
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G1YUSB1GM4NT1DDI3S

@Readreadsthereader I’m so sorry for your loss and I understand what you’re going through is a pain and it makes me feel horrible that someone is living this ,please take your time and focus on you mental health :( !!
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Giyuus_left_arm

@Readreadsthereader you are completely fine no need for apologizing, just focus on your mental state no need to push yourself
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Readreadsthereader

Working on 25, planning on making it long bc 24 was short!! 

lexi1alexsandra

@Readreadsthereader SOOOOOOO SORRY I'M LATE I JUST MANAGE TO GET BACK IN 
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Ayano-x-Taro-lover

@Readreadsthereader it's good to have you back. Welcome back!!!
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StarzRiver

Hiii I’m Starz I’m your guys age a bit younger tho.Wanna be friends? 
          :3

StarzRiver

:3 do you have discord?
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Readreadsthereader

Hello so quick update, the smut on the wait what has to be rewritten, I'll just simply change the story bc tbh the smut felt out of place, didn't know how to plan it and stuff so yeah loll

Readreadsthereader

OMG MY BABIES MY LOVELIES MY POOKIEZ
          
          I JUST CAME BACK BC I BROKE OFF WITH MY SITUATIONSHIP THAT ACTUALLY DIDN'T EVEN LOVE ME BUT USED ME BC I WAS JUST THE OTHER WOMAN!! AND ALSO BROKE UP WITH MY BF BC I WAS TOO DEPRESSED AND ENDED UP BEING THE GOOD DECISION BC HE WAS A TOXIC, LYING, MOST NAH LDR!! SO YEAH!!
          
          omg I miss you guys :((((

lexi1alexsandra

@Readreadsthereader Sorry i'm late but hope your ok..❤️
            
            
            
            
            And God bless you and I hope you can find someone better♥️
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Readreadsthereader

@GINKOMUISCROW I MISSED YOU TOO BBG AHHHH MISS YOU SM
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