just a girl with too many words and too many fictional crushes
I stopped apologising to the past and started dreaming about the future 💫

💌 pen name: Ava Lacrima
📚 i read because therapy is expensive
✒️ currently crying over fictional boys and plot twists I wrote myself
✍️ i write dystopias, sci-fi, poems
🔥 u didn't see me here at 3am

🎹 piano ∷ 🎻 cello ∷ 🏐 netball

❖ It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart - Mockingjay
❖ Break my heart. Break it a thousand times if you like. It was only ever yours to break anyway  - The Selection

📚 favourites: Keeper of the Lost Cities ∙ Red Queen ∙ The Hunger Games ∙ Akarnae ∙ Whisper + Weapon ∙ Divergent ∙ The Selection ∙ The Maze Runner ∙ The Naturals ∙ Nevermoor ∙ The Siren ∙ Epic The Musical (not a book but still)

I don't belong to anyone - Divergent
except my
💔 fictional crushes: Keefe  ∙ Michael ∙ Ward ∙ Four ∙ Maxon ∙ Newt ∙ ...and too many more

✦ wattpad besties: @MidnightPotatoes · @KW‑SoKeefe4eva · @dat_dam_keeper · @TianaSokeefe42 · @hazeleyes7heaven · @ThatOnePixieGirl · @Scarlette_Foxies94 (ask to be added/removed)

✦ people I know irl: @TheShadowofDarbows

📝 what i'm writing

✧ all the same - ongoing
a sci-fi story about standing out in an ordinary world
It isn't weak to have hope. It's weak to have hope and think that will save you

✧ echo in the silence - ongoing
a poetry collection of shadows, depression, and the ghosts that never leave
These are chains of blood and steel, unforgiving, always cruel

✧ letters to my younger self - ongoing
letters disguised as poetry. aching and regretful
Don't haunt your future with your past, you don't have to reminisce

✧ the horizon chronicles - coming soon
a dystopian rollercoaster full of romance, action, and adventure
Every time I close my eyes, I see what I lost. Every time I open them, I see what I still have to protect

✧PART OF THE THEORIST CLAN✧

The ending is always the worst part