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I swear I wish I could let go of the past.
I be treating my past self like a wanted criminal.
11-13 year old me was a traumatized little shit who watched shit and shipped shitthat they had no business Watching. And had gross habits
(I'm a hypocrite i still watch shit (no longer ship weird shit tho) like that but it's toned down- and I immediately afterwords wanna sob.)
Kid/toddler me was just a traumatized angry sad little shit. With gross habits
Me now is an angry, depressed, f*cked up, awkward, 24/7 mental break downs, bitch.
IS IT EVER GONNA GET BETTER?? MY GOD.